Well the clean didn't go according to plan. Today was partly wasted from a hangover. Mate came with me for drinks last night and had a couple too many. The night was good, the herb supps are definitely taking effect. I'm much more 'interested' in women in a more physical way. Anyway, we arrived at the venue and noticed the crowd was much older than us. Chatted to this older woman who came up to us for a bit. It was funny, I didn't seem as uncomfortable talking to her as I would normally when I'm talking to someone much older. It was cool. Anyway, a younger guy joined us and then suddenly all the younger ones emerged from the crowd. It was like me and my mate were the alphas and they saw us. When young people arrived they would instantly move over to us. There was this cute girl and her workmate who came over. She took a shine to me, constantly talking to me. But she had one of those grating voices and she was just too energetic. I enjoyed talking to her but after a while I started identifying her personality more and she was definitely not a girl I could see myself in a happy relationship with. I'm trying to identify and release where I do something for a result, to an extent anyway. I was alone at the bar with this particular girl and the thought crossed my mind that this was ideal for getting her number, organising a date. But I genuinely didn't want to so I didn't.
Then later in the night I was in a group with two other guys and I see these 2 girls standing behind the guy opposite. I get their attention and motion for them to come over. I was f*cking proud of that because I had no idea if they were part of the group or not. Turned out they were. I hit it off with one of them, got her facebook. We're into similar things and we had a good vibe. She smiled at me a lot. There's one guy in the group that is kind of a d*ck. My mate said that whenever this girl went to move towards us this other guy would interrupt her. Later on the dancefloor I saw him holding two drinks. She walked past and he presented one to her. I saw her shake her head, then her hand was on the drink but she wasn't taking it, then finally she took the drink and said thanks. It was like he gave her no choice. But throughout the night he was talking in her ear heaps and she wasn't moving away. So I moved on. I don't know if it's a good thing or not. I'm not 'giving up' because I think he's better I just can't be bothered competing directly with someone. At the end I did react though. When I said goodbye to her I shook her hand instead of offering a hug. She definitely gave me an odd look like she was confused that I didn't offer her a hug. We messaged a little bit today but I doubt it will go anywhere.
I chatted to a couple of girls at the bar here and there. I think the herbs and possibly the subs are kicking in with that regard.
I have a couple of questions for you guys:
1. Is the AM sub designed to do things like remove limiting beliefs/fears, replace them, give us a more dominant/assertive personality?
2. Does it install actions/beliefs etc that allow us to be more dominant/assertive? The reason I ask is that I'm not in your face, take what I want. Like when I meet a girl I'm not touchy-feely. It's not that I don' want to be but my 'conditioning' creates this rule that makes me not get into their personal space and be touchy-feely. If a girl moves into my space then I can respond in kind, but that means the girl is leading and ultimately I'm forcing her to take on the 'risk'.
3. I can talk, and hold a conversation, but I'm not big on it. Like when I was on the dancefloor I would say something to the girl if I had something I wanted to say. Is this bad? How do guys have so much to say? The other guy was always saying something to her. What sort of stuff do guys say that allows them to have so much to say? lol
4. Have you guys done any work/processes to identify and transform beliefs? I got a book called End Game. The main concept is to not do something for a desired result. I don't believe you can live your life this way, but we can get to the point where we're non-needy, and not all about the outcome. Like when I shook that girls hand. The way I worded it to my housemate was that there was something about showing her that she blew it. Or is that the kind of thing that later stages of AM are designed to eradicate and replace automatically?
I also have a question about the frequency. I'm probably just overthinking. I have two speakers above my bed, one either side of the pillow, plugged into my phone. When I put the phone up to the speaker with FrequenSee I can see the spike at around 19Kkz which jumps up to between 70 and 80 DB. Is that good? Ideal? I turn the speakers to a set spot and then adjust the volume of the track.
Cheers guys!
Then later in the night I was in a group with two other guys and I see these 2 girls standing behind the guy opposite. I get their attention and motion for them to come over. I was f*cking proud of that because I had no idea if they were part of the group or not. Turned out they were. I hit it off with one of them, got her facebook. We're into similar things and we had a good vibe. She smiled at me a lot. There's one guy in the group that is kind of a d*ck. My mate said that whenever this girl went to move towards us this other guy would interrupt her. Later on the dancefloor I saw him holding two drinks. She walked past and he presented one to her. I saw her shake her head, then her hand was on the drink but she wasn't taking it, then finally she took the drink and said thanks. It was like he gave her no choice. But throughout the night he was talking in her ear heaps and she wasn't moving away. So I moved on. I don't know if it's a good thing or not. I'm not 'giving up' because I think he's better I just can't be bothered competing directly with someone. At the end I did react though. When I said goodbye to her I shook her hand instead of offering a hug. She definitely gave me an odd look like she was confused that I didn't offer her a hug. We messaged a little bit today but I doubt it will go anywhere.
I chatted to a couple of girls at the bar here and there. I think the herbs and possibly the subs are kicking in with that regard.
I have a couple of questions for you guys:
1. Is the AM sub designed to do things like remove limiting beliefs/fears, replace them, give us a more dominant/assertive personality?
2. Does it install actions/beliefs etc that allow us to be more dominant/assertive? The reason I ask is that I'm not in your face, take what I want. Like when I meet a girl I'm not touchy-feely. It's not that I don' want to be but my 'conditioning' creates this rule that makes me not get into their personal space and be touchy-feely. If a girl moves into my space then I can respond in kind, but that means the girl is leading and ultimately I'm forcing her to take on the 'risk'.
3. I can talk, and hold a conversation, but I'm not big on it. Like when I was on the dancefloor I would say something to the girl if I had something I wanted to say. Is this bad? How do guys have so much to say? The other guy was always saying something to her. What sort of stuff do guys say that allows them to have so much to say? lol
4. Have you guys done any work/processes to identify and transform beliefs? I got a book called End Game. The main concept is to not do something for a desired result. I don't believe you can live your life this way, but we can get to the point where we're non-needy, and not all about the outcome. Like when I shook that girls hand. The way I worded it to my housemate was that there was something about showing her that she blew it. Or is that the kind of thing that later stages of AM are designed to eradicate and replace automatically?
I also have a question about the frequency. I'm probably just overthinking. I have two speakers above my bed, one either side of the pillow, plugged into my phone. When I put the phone up to the speaker with FrequenSee I can see the spike at around 19Kkz which jumps up to between 70 and 80 DB. Is that good? Ideal? I turn the speakers to a set spot and then adjust the volume of the track.
Cheers guys!
