06-21-2015, 03:11 AM
Saturday was a pretty good night. Went out for a few drinks. Noticed eye contact from some of the girls in the group. Chatted with one girl for ages that I know, met some other girls, a nice Japanese girl got chatting with me. I was lightly rubbing her back at times, she wasn't responding but also wasn't doing anything to infer that she wasn't liking the touch. I also asked her what her experience of me was. She said I was very confident, easy to talk to, and she said something and pointed at me from head to toe. At the next place, we had no organiser and one lady said the other half of our group wanted someone to lead, so I went over and told them where the rest of us were going and they said they'd come with but needed to finish their drink. I walked out the exit and a bunch of the group followed me, then I realised the rest had gone out the exit that was closer. That was funny, I had a commanding presence so those closest to me just followed me haha.
There was one girl who had my attention. We had a great chat where she was sharing lots of personal information. Then later on I commented that the girl we had followed to the next bar (one of the ladies in our group was meeting up with her) seemed like she wasn't expecting the rest of the group. This girl goes something like 'I don't know, I don't really care either'. That pissed me off so I lost a lot of interest. Later she was dancing in front of me smiling. I started to wonder if she was jealous that I was talking about another girl?
Today I caught up with some friends. One of the girls, I remember the last time I tried to hug her she got really awkard. She literally stood completely still, so I offered her my hand today and she looked at it for a second then kind of frowned and shook my hand. I figured maybe she was in a weird mood the last time so I hugged her goodbye.
Caught up with a girl from one of my seminars. She's really cool, we're into a lot of the same stuff like energy work, personal development, etc and she was attending a class with me afterwards. She'll be a really good long-term friend I think.
I'm not sure how I feel about coincidences but I've been focusing on hip/pelvis stretching and rolling out with a tennis ball to get more openness and movement into my hips. Today's feldenkrais class was all about the hips haha. I had this crazy moment where my hips/pelvis/upper leg area was all quivering and shaking. I was trying to be aware of how my shoulders were moving but couldn't get anything because this quivering was taking over my perception. The teacher said it might have been something along the lines of trauma release which is right up my alley.
There was one girl who had my attention. We had a great chat where she was sharing lots of personal information. Then later on I commented that the girl we had followed to the next bar (one of the ladies in our group was meeting up with her) seemed like she wasn't expecting the rest of the group. This girl goes something like 'I don't know, I don't really care either'. That pissed me off so I lost a lot of interest. Later she was dancing in front of me smiling. I started to wonder if she was jealous that I was talking about another girl?
Today I caught up with some friends. One of the girls, I remember the last time I tried to hug her she got really awkard. She literally stood completely still, so I offered her my hand today and she looked at it for a second then kind of frowned and shook my hand. I figured maybe she was in a weird mood the last time so I hugged her goodbye.
Caught up with a girl from one of my seminars. She's really cool, we're into a lot of the same stuff like energy work, personal development, etc and she was attending a class with me afterwards. She'll be a really good long-term friend I think.
I'm not sure how I feel about coincidences but I've been focusing on hip/pelvis stretching and rolling out with a tennis ball to get more openness and movement into my hips. Today's feldenkrais class was all about the hips haha. I had this crazy moment where my hips/pelvis/upper leg area was all quivering and shaking. I was trying to be aware of how my shoulders were moving but couldn't get anything because this quivering was taking over my perception. The teacher said it might have been something along the lines of trauma release which is right up my alley.
