06-13-2015, 09:48 PM
Thanks Eternitys_child, yeah I do tend to set and forget, but I am also paying attention to what's going on around me. I think journaling makes sense actually, because otherwise at the end of the six months you may not be aware of how much has changed.
I'm curious though. Will later stages of AM help transform negative/limiting beliefs and thoughts? I'm noticing now that I'm getting way, way more attention from women after doing posture work that I'm not able to follow through. It's like my mind relates the attention to posture, rather than 'me'. I figure eventually once my mind accepts that this 'new' posture is now standard that the attention will be related to me.
The attention I'm getting is now making it crystal clear to me that I don't really have any excuse. It's making it blindingly obvious when I don't approach that cute girl for example that I'm holding myself back. Is part of that covered through AM or WM?
I didn't realise until last night how much my posture has changed. It was when I was walking towards the bar that i realised I couldn't see my feet lol. I would always have a slight downward view that saw my feet. Now I can't see them haha.
I need to start getting back into NLP and Emotional Release. I dropped the ball on that one but now that i"m getting the attention it helps show me more clearly where I'm limiting myself.
The attention I got last night was insane. One girl who I haven't seen in a year was all giggles. Guys I knew were constantly getting my attention. One guy who I've met once before was talking forever, whereas last time he wasn't as talkative.
A guy I've known for a while was standing so damn close when he was talking. I was a little uncomfortable, but normally I'd be super uncomfortable unable to hold eye contact. Not any more.
One girl was there with her husband. When I tried to shake her hand twice she didn't shake it (she was foreign and I think she misunderstood) but then later the host introduced us and she literally lunged at me for a hug. Then later she's talking to me, runs her hand down the side of my body to my hip then has her hand on my ass. Did that sort of thing a few times.
A procession of girls walked past me on the dance floor. The one in the front practically straddles my leg for a second and dances (she didn't make eye contact with me though). Some random girl kind of waved at me at some point.
At about 8pm, so not too late in the night, I'm walking towards the toilets. There's space for say 1.5 people so generally guys turn their shoulders to make space. Some guy walks sideways, goes 'woah' and raises both his hands in the air. I've never had that reaction so not sure if he was being stupid or was intimidated by my presence?
Seemed like lots of girls made eye contact with me. Another girl I know, I caught her looking at me a couple of times.
When I was at the bar earlier in the night, there was like half a body space between me and this girl. One of her girlfriends slides sidways into the spot. Normally I'd shift but stayed where I was. The thing is her underarm was brushing my arm (pretty sure armpit is an erogenous zone haha.
Oh and there was this big, bigger girl. She came up to me and she looked lost. I then realized she was starting to hyperventilate. Turns out she's really shy and was freaking out because we were in a jam-packed club. So she fled to find a seat. Later she walks past me with her workmate and says she's leaving. She then grabs my hand and presses it against the skin of her upper chest for me to feel the cold sweat she's broken into lol.
Crazy night lol. Oh and I noticed an increased dominance/assertiveness. The staff needed our people to clear some space so they could remove furniture. So I start splitting the crowd. One of the girls followed my order and asked what we were doing lol. And my mate that was supposed to come out, I was chatting to him about how people seemed to look to me for leadership at the last social drinks when the organizer disappeared. He said when direction is needed he always looks to me lol.
I'm curious though. Will later stages of AM help transform negative/limiting beliefs and thoughts? I'm noticing now that I'm getting way, way more attention from women after doing posture work that I'm not able to follow through. It's like my mind relates the attention to posture, rather than 'me'. I figure eventually once my mind accepts that this 'new' posture is now standard that the attention will be related to me.
The attention I'm getting is now making it crystal clear to me that I don't really have any excuse. It's making it blindingly obvious when I don't approach that cute girl for example that I'm holding myself back. Is part of that covered through AM or WM?
I didn't realise until last night how much my posture has changed. It was when I was walking towards the bar that i realised I couldn't see my feet lol. I would always have a slight downward view that saw my feet. Now I can't see them haha.
I need to start getting back into NLP and Emotional Release. I dropped the ball on that one but now that i"m getting the attention it helps show me more clearly where I'm limiting myself.
The attention I got last night was insane. One girl who I haven't seen in a year was all giggles. Guys I knew were constantly getting my attention. One guy who I've met once before was talking forever, whereas last time he wasn't as talkative.
A guy I've known for a while was standing so damn close when he was talking. I was a little uncomfortable, but normally I'd be super uncomfortable unable to hold eye contact. Not any more.
One girl was there with her husband. When I tried to shake her hand twice she didn't shake it (she was foreign and I think she misunderstood) but then later the host introduced us and she literally lunged at me for a hug. Then later she's talking to me, runs her hand down the side of my body to my hip then has her hand on my ass. Did that sort of thing a few times.
A procession of girls walked past me on the dance floor. The one in the front practically straddles my leg for a second and dances (she didn't make eye contact with me though). Some random girl kind of waved at me at some point.
At about 8pm, so not too late in the night, I'm walking towards the toilets. There's space for say 1.5 people so generally guys turn their shoulders to make space. Some guy walks sideways, goes 'woah' and raises both his hands in the air. I've never had that reaction so not sure if he was being stupid or was intimidated by my presence?
Seemed like lots of girls made eye contact with me. Another girl I know, I caught her looking at me a couple of times.
When I was at the bar earlier in the night, there was like half a body space between me and this girl. One of her girlfriends slides sidways into the spot. Normally I'd shift but stayed where I was. The thing is her underarm was brushing my arm (pretty sure armpit is an erogenous zone haha.
Oh and there was this big, bigger girl. She came up to me and she looked lost. I then realized she was starting to hyperventilate. Turns out she's really shy and was freaking out because we were in a jam-packed club. So she fled to find a seat. Later she walks past me with her workmate and says she's leaving. She then grabs my hand and presses it against the skin of her upper chest for me to feel the cold sweat she's broken into lol.
Crazy night lol. Oh and I noticed an increased dominance/assertiveness. The staff needed our people to clear some space so they could remove furniture. So I start splitting the crowd. One of the girls followed my order and asked what we were doing lol. And my mate that was supposed to come out, I was chatting to him about how people seemed to look to me for leadership at the last social drinks when the organizer disappeared. He said when direction is needed he always looks to me lol.
