06-07-2015, 10:35 PM
Stage 5 – 12.03 Hours/Day Average, 32 Days of Listening
Calm, focused, driven, improved maturity. Another metaphysical experience, feeling like a different mind coordinating the body, almost like a different person acting through. Collected a 1,600% return on KRFT calls, great success
Polymorphic aura at work by means of dealing with people, confident with fellow traders in the chat room. Motivated, thinking of the newsletter business I have to set up, concluding the Tarot training. Exhaustion, happy about trading, beginning to feel strong, self-confident, euphoria, happiness, possibility. Some shit hit me at work that screwed up everything and had to delay Silva. All of a sudden went back to the feeling of loneliness, neediness and such; three days later back on track, focus on eliminating debts, euphoria’s back of who I am. New distinctions in my trading as to what works, more ideas. Felt some stability, got the Creative T40 speakers. Feeling peaceful, forgiving, calm and letting go, more overtime at work, helping with debts. Dreaming about crocodiles in my room. The dreaming throughout the stages revolves around circumstances keeping me from getting what I want, losing everything, the fact that I’m on my own as far as taking care of things and fears popping up randomly in my sleep. I didn’t practice the technique outlined such as spend a little time each night before sleep asking for help with some sort of solution you need. Depression hitting me full scale towards the end of the stage. Did well at work, mildly optimistic and such, awareness of how am I being manipulated, feeling vulnerable, yet determined. Peace, harmony and quiet; calm, collected with an intellectual/emotional awareness of what’s going on, focused; serenity NOW !!!
Calm, focused, driven, improved maturity. Another metaphysical experience, feeling like a different mind coordinating the body, almost like a different person acting through. Collected a 1,600% return on KRFT calls, great success
Polymorphic aura at work by means of dealing with people, confident with fellow traders in the chat room. Motivated, thinking of the newsletter business I have to set up, concluding the Tarot training. Exhaustion, happy about trading, beginning to feel strong, self-confident, euphoria, happiness, possibility. Some shit hit me at work that screwed up everything and had to delay Silva. All of a sudden went back to the feeling of loneliness, neediness and such; three days later back on track, focus on eliminating debts, euphoria’s back of who I am. New distinctions in my trading as to what works, more ideas. Felt some stability, got the Creative T40 speakers. Feeling peaceful, forgiving, calm and letting go, more overtime at work, helping with debts. Dreaming about crocodiles in my room. The dreaming throughout the stages revolves around circumstances keeping me from getting what I want, losing everything, the fact that I’m on my own as far as taking care of things and fears popping up randomly in my sleep. I didn’t practice the technique outlined such as spend a little time each night before sleep asking for help with some sort of solution you need. Depression hitting me full scale towards the end of the stage. Did well at work, mildly optimistic and such, awareness of how am I being manipulated, feeling vulnerable, yet determined. Peace, harmony and quiet; calm, collected with an intellectual/emotional awareness of what’s going on, focused; serenity NOW !!!
