06-02-2015, 05:49 AM
Thanks for the comments QuantumEnthusiast! Diet-wise I've never really been good on that front haha. The celery was more for testing the idea of the androstenol it contains. Yeah I figured everything that was coming up was being dredged up by the subs. Which is a good thing, because it can no longer run the show invisibly.
I guess I was worried that I needed to 'do' something with the emotions other than just be with them and let them run their course.
Today was quite bad. I was in a foul mood for quite a while. Swearing to myself about lots of different things. I actually feel much more light headed tonight which is good
I'm also going to cut my listening time back. I'm right on the cusp of maximum time although it doesn't feel that way. Average 20 hours a day. I've downloaded 20-30 podcasts that I want to listen to at work so I'm going to aim to spend 2 hours at work listening to them and the rest on the subs. I think my count might be off a bit because I go out with friends on Saturday nights so lose 8 hours of listening time, but it's still high regardless.
The online girl has gone completely silent on me for some reason. So today, in my foul dark mood, I stormed and brewed in my head about it. Then all of a sudden about an hour ago I had this thought. I should ask her if she's annoyed with me. I doubt she is, but maybe she is and I can either fix things or learn something.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how to remember anything from my dreams? When I first used the subs I could remember my dreams. Now I have this 'feeling' of dreams that maybe involve heroism or protecting people or something along those lines.
Got some great podcasts and blogs to go through now.
I guess I was worried that I needed to 'do' something with the emotions other than just be with them and let them run their course.
Today was quite bad. I was in a foul mood for quite a while. Swearing to myself about lots of different things. I actually feel much more light headed tonight which is good
I'm also going to cut my listening time back. I'm right on the cusp of maximum time although it doesn't feel that way. Average 20 hours a day. I've downloaded 20-30 podcasts that I want to listen to at work so I'm going to aim to spend 2 hours at work listening to them and the rest on the subs. I think my count might be off a bit because I go out with friends on Saturday nights so lose 8 hours of listening time, but it's still high regardless.
The online girl has gone completely silent on me for some reason. So today, in my foul dark mood, I stormed and brewed in my head about it. Then all of a sudden about an hour ago I had this thought. I should ask her if she's annoyed with me. I doubt she is, but maybe she is and I can either fix things or learn something.
Does anyone have any suggestions on how to remember anything from my dreams? When I first used the subs I could remember my dreams. Now I have this 'feeling' of dreams that maybe involve heroism or protecting people or something along those lines.
Got some great podcasts and blogs to go through now.
