05-23-2015, 05:22 AM
Well tonight was a fascinating foray into a new world I think 
I've been sick but getting better and took some drugs to be able to head out tonight with some people. I rocked up and everyone was sitting in a circle but I 'felt' like people would fix it. And they did. Some people got up and started moving chairs around so I wedged a stool in there. I noticed I was letting my knee rest against her leg and started flexing my foot so my knee was moving ever so gently. She stayed there for a few seconds then I think she got nervous or something. The funny thing though was this girl in the group smiled at me from across the circle. Never met her before. Later she ended up in a spot I couldn't talk to her so I 'made' it happen. I had this drive to talk to her, so I eventually got to a spot that I could. Funny thing though, nice vibe but I didn't feel like it was on.
Then this lovely American girl. There was something about her. I know she randomly looked at me a couple of times out of the blue.
But the real kicker was this one girl. She asked what my plans were as some people were getting food etc and I said I would go home in an hour or so and she said she would do the same. I swear the words out of my mouth weren't mine haha. I was like:
Me: I don't even know you and you're inviting yourself to my house?
Her: lol, yeah didn't you know?
Me: No, at least I cleaned my bedroom earlier haha
It was all in good fun but the old me would have thought about it, questioned whether she would get the wrong idea/get upset, or if I did do it I would then analyse her to see if she looked upset.
Anyway, she was a great girl. We chatted alone for about an hour, got her number.
I've been sick but getting better and took some drugs to be able to head out tonight with some people. I rocked up and everyone was sitting in a circle but I 'felt' like people would fix it. And they did. Some people got up and started moving chairs around so I wedged a stool in there. I noticed I was letting my knee rest against her leg and started flexing my foot so my knee was moving ever so gently. She stayed there for a few seconds then I think she got nervous or something. The funny thing though was this girl in the group smiled at me from across the circle. Never met her before. Later she ended up in a spot I couldn't talk to her so I 'made' it happen. I had this drive to talk to her, so I eventually got to a spot that I could. Funny thing though, nice vibe but I didn't feel like it was on.Then this lovely American girl. There was something about her. I know she randomly looked at me a couple of times out of the blue.
But the real kicker was this one girl. She asked what my plans were as some people were getting food etc and I said I would go home in an hour or so and she said she would do the same. I swear the words out of my mouth weren't mine haha. I was like:
Me: I don't even know you and you're inviting yourself to my house?
Her: lol, yeah didn't you know?
Me: No, at least I cleaned my bedroom earlier haha
It was all in good fun but the old me would have thought about it, questioned whether she would get the wrong idea/get upset, or if I did do it I would then analyse her to see if she looked upset.
Anyway, she was a great girl. We chatted alone for about an hour, got her number.
