05-22-2015, 02:14 AM
Okay, so I was wrong about my average number of hours/listens. Turns out it's more like 15 per day. Stereo-wise I'm getting myself organised. When I"m in my room with my laptop I bluetooth from phone to PC. This is two-fold. One, my phone has an app that counts number of plays so I don't have to think about it. Two, eventually if I can find the cables, I have a sweet set of speakers. Mini sub with five free-standing speakers. At work headphones in. Any long amount of time away from my room, headphones in.
Am I being impatient/looking for wrong results/having resistance? I keep looking at the women in my vicinity to see if they react differently to me. I don't get upset or bothered too much when they don't. It's like I"m looking for the signs. Funny thing is though, if they don't look at me I have this feeling/though that I could have her. That's not a common thought. I'm only on my third day so I shouldn't be expecting anything major.
I am feeling more steady and confident. Little aggressive in my mind at work today. More like if someone did something I was prepared to defend my honour kind of thing. A few more visuals that were more dominant/assertive towards women.
I did notice the woman at the register at the shop today had an interesting vibe about her. It felt like we knew each other but I've never met her. Had a dream last night that I can't remember. Definitely having interesting dreams at night.
But yeah, I'm definitely noticng a more confident belief system when I see a cute girl
She doesn't notice me but I'm guessing that's because I'm only 3 days in and got a lifetime of junk to clear out haha.
Am I being impatient/looking for wrong results/having resistance? I keep looking at the women in my vicinity to see if they react differently to me. I don't get upset or bothered too much when they don't. It's like I"m looking for the signs. Funny thing is though, if they don't look at me I have this feeling/though that I could have her. That's not a common thought. I'm only on my third day so I shouldn't be expecting anything major.
I am feeling more steady and confident. Little aggressive in my mind at work today. More like if someone did something I was prepared to defend my honour kind of thing. A few more visuals that were more dominant/assertive towards women.
I did notice the woman at the register at the shop today had an interesting vibe about her. It felt like we knew each other but I've never met her. Had a dream last night that I can't remember. Definitely having interesting dreams at night.
But yeah, I'm definitely noticng a more confident belief system when I see a cute girl
She doesn't notice me but I'm guessing that's because I'm only 3 days in and got a lifetime of junk to clear out haha.
