01-31-2011, 07:47 PM
I have had nothing but huge resistance the past few days (since Thursday actually)
I am wondering if it has to do with me pushing myself out of my comfort zone with the strip club, the girl who cut my hair and then giving the ring to the one girl. That was a lot of things i did out of my normal comfort zone and as we all know affirmations/subs lead to a roller coaster of good and bad days. I guess i was on the downward slope and am coming back up stronger then before.
I felt highly confident, a sexy motherf***** and in control of my self that all of it just dripped off me now i feel kind of like i did when i started stage 2.
On a side note i think my other friend who is highly confident him self, seems to be insecure around me called my gay 4 different ways in one breath... All i did was not agree with him on something and said i didn't want to hang out that night. I helped get him a job where we work and he seems jealous of how i joke with the girl i gave the ring to and how she is highly attracted to me.
also the strip club owner was asking where i was to my friends as they went there again on Saturday. Not sure if that is good or bad but i left an impression of some sorts on him. I only went the once they have gone two times since but whatever its still funny.
I am wondering if it has to do with me pushing myself out of my comfort zone with the strip club, the girl who cut my hair and then giving the ring to the one girl. That was a lot of things i did out of my normal comfort zone and as we all know affirmations/subs lead to a roller coaster of good and bad days. I guess i was on the downward slope and am coming back up stronger then before.
I felt highly confident, a sexy motherf***** and in control of my self that all of it just dripped off me now i feel kind of like i did when i started stage 2.
On a side note i think my other friend who is highly confident him self, seems to be insecure around me called my gay 4 different ways in one breath... All i did was not agree with him on something and said i didn't want to hang out that night. I helped get him a job where we work and he seems jealous of how i joke with the girl i gave the ring to and how she is highly attracted to me.
also the strip club owner was asking where i was to my friends as they went there again on Saturday. Not sure if that is good or bad but i left an impression of some sorts on him. I only went the once they have gone two times since but whatever its still funny.
