05-15-2015, 09:41 PM
(05-15-2015, 07:33 PM)Benjamin Wrote:Quote:I'm drug/alcohol free. Never done drugs, never been drunk.
Wow, I didn't realize.. i'm impressed. I have had alcohol in the past, but not a huge amount. I haven't drank for years. It's rare to find others you don't also. With the drinking culture here I get some shit for it but i'm so comfortable with it that it doesn't matter to me now. I'm not sure if it's the same where you are.
I'm not part of any culture lol. Socially an anomaly.
Seems people like hanging with me these days and conversing with me, but THEY always are the ones to try and impress ME with their "drinking habits" lol, even though I know they're lying.One girl one time who gave me her number was like "yeah I was thinking of going to this casino for drinks" and I was like "I don't drink" she's immediately like "yeah me neither" lol whatever. Had that at work when I was in construction too. like everyone's keeping me from hearing about their "bad" sides. Kind of annoying actually, especially from girls who pretend to be "good" girls.
But yeah. Too valuable my mind is, to use drugs or alcohol and destroy it. Not to mention, like I said, running from emotions solves nothing. I enjoy wallowing. Helps me get in touch with myself, but these days, I just wish I knew how to properly deal with feelings, so I could be over them already.
