05-15-2015, 08:53 AM
Day 60: This is my last day on EPRHA, I will take a few days off to let the programming settle in and start EHPRA 2.0 when it comes out.
I have been feeling very low past couple of days and I just hate that state. It's a state filled with doubt, fear and worst of all EMOTIONS! If I could I would switch all that sensitive side of me off, it is so incredibly painful living like this. Sometimes it's so hard seeing the light at the end of the tunnel with this sub. I can't fully accept myself either, there are parts of me that I would never accept, but they are somewhere in the subconscious and keep appearing again and again.
I have been feeling very low past couple of days and I just hate that state. It's a state filled with doubt, fear and worst of all EMOTIONS! If I could I would switch all that sensitive side of me off, it is so incredibly painful living like this. Sometimes it's so hard seeing the light at the end of the tunnel with this sub. I can't fully accept myself either, there are parts of me that I would never accept, but they are somewhere in the subconscious and keep appearing again and again.
