EIP and Max learning, achieving some goals

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Realized I like posting these updates whenever I come across a shift in my state or beliefs or whatever you want to call it. It seems really easy to overlook this stuff, especially with the naturalizer in the subliminals these days.

Anyway, I know Shannon has mentioned in the past that people have a certain core type and how they respond to subliminals. I'm pretty certain I'm the emotional type. Basically whatever I feel I take as the truth. You can see how that lands me into a bit of a hole when it comes to negative stuff. I have a tendency to get stuck in how I feel and no amount of outside observation or logic can really pull me out. And the longer I stay with that feeling, the more accustomed I am to it. As a consequence whenever I try to internalize something new it feels "wrong", but it's not wrong just different. The other troubling part is that my perspective is skewed a lot. So well meaning advice from others may not reach me. You might have run across a person like this in your life, they keep doing the wrong stuff, the wrong attitude, and they do want to change. So you give them some advice or try to get them to think more positively and it seems like it backfires or it goes in one ear and out the other. I've mentioned before my MBTI type is INFP, this is a very common thing INFPs run into. It can be improved and balanced, the problem is A LOT of stuff get internalized over the years that needs to be reevaluated. It can be like world war three up in an INFPs head at times.

Now the flipside of this is once my conviction in something is strong or I feel it very strongly, I'm unshaken by the opinions of others. So I believe that once a lot of this subliminal programming overrides the old programming it'll be like switching the polarity on a magnet. Where before I was intensely negative and rejected the positive, now I'll be intensely positive and automatically reject the negative. I've been thinking about when I'll eventually run AM6. In the past I felt like I couldn't or shouldn't be alpha, but now I recognize that it's just a feeling, not an absolute truth and there's no rule or solid fact in why I can't be alpha. Basically the only reason I felt I couldn't be alpha was just that, a feeling. And as we all know feelings can change, they aren't the end all be all.

Hahahah tell me about it. According to NLP I'd say your Kinesthetic and ID, because that's what I used to be. Everything you've said in this post were very true for me at one point. "Where before I was intensely negative and rejected the positive, now I'll be intensely positive and automatically reject the negative.", wait till you reach the positive side of the polarity, oh man you're in for the time of your life I can definitely assure you that you're on the path to freedom my friend, you're on the right track to create the change you want. I'm happy for ya

Good to know I'm on the right path. It's been a long journey but I feel like I'm finally starting to break free. I'm pretty excited to reach that positive side. Feels like I've been scaling a huge mountain and I'm a couple of feet from the summit.