04-19-2015, 02:26 AM
I actually have an idea what it doesn't want to deal with. It is shame. Mostly the results of body shaming, but also other stuff. I carry a tremedous amount of shame in me. I know about it even without EPRHA.
That's why I go with EPRHA first, instead of going directly for the things I "want" to change. Because looking at it from a different angle, those things are actually just fine the way they are - it's my conditioning that tells me they are somehow wrong and that I should hide in a hole because of them.
That's why I go with EPRHA first, instead of going directly for the things I "want" to change. Because looking at it from a different angle, those things are actually just fine the way they are - it's my conditioning that tells me they are somehow wrong and that I should hide in a hole because of them.
