EPRHA - LTU - ?

[Shannon]

I must say that at this point, if I hadn't read any reviews I'd call it quits. Given the physical resistance (acting on it physically while I'm in a "coma") I would assume, in a normal setting, that there is something harmful in these that I don't want.


If I somehow wake up on the couch (floor, balcony, etc) next time then I quit. For now, I'll hang in there and fix the speakers.

You know, that's a great incentive for your subconscious mind to do what you said would get you to give yourself permission to surrender and quit. It's a form of resistance. The subconscious doesn't want to face or deal with or do something. It can be pretty sneaky and creative when it does not want to change, but if you know that, and you know that just continuing on will eventually allow that change, then the last thing you want to do is give yourself an excuse to quit. Which is effectively what this is. The fact that you are experiencing these things, and talking like this, means that it's working. Don't quit.