Had a major realization today. It looks like I have got the "I don't need anybody"-attitude within, which makes me reject women (and people in general). I think it's from my childhood where I heard lot of the "men are strong", "men don't cry",... stuff. Probably it's also a reason for my self-sabotage. However, I felt a really BIG relief afterwards. Maybe it helps me to be even more open to people now.
EDIT: Looks like this is my post number 500. This means I have been much more active here than in all the other boards I am member. Probably more than in all other boards together.
EDIT: Looks like this is my post number 500. This means I have been much more active here than in all the other boards I am member. Probably more than in all other boards together.
