04-08-2015, 11:34 AM
Time for an update. Last weekend I almost got laid. Just "almost" because I refused to sleep with her. There were good reasons not to do so and I don't want to mention all details beside one. While being with her I had thoughts about her getting pregnant. Sure, maybe it was just another irrational fear, but the thing is, I never was concerned about a woman getting pregnant to such high degree. This make me think that Shannon's pregnancy & STD protection within SM let my spider sense tingle. However, I cannot be sure about that. The other thing is, I didn't really felt fear in that situation but it was somehow uncomfortable. So it made it easy to refuse sex at all. Probably there are still some issues with the sex thing.
Besides of all that I feel pretty good and relaxed but also really tired. Today while being out of house there was a girl with her bf. There were paying for something (at least I think so). As I come closer she looked at me and smiled. After paying they went away, but the girl looked back at me and smiled again. Her bf didn't notice it so far. She was a really cute one.
After the last few days I think I can already write a pre-summary. Here is it:
1. SM works
- The story last weekend is a strong indication for me, because it never happened before that a woman was trying to seduce me. And I also didn't expect a woman trying to do so in a so direct and bold way. I don't think it's a coincidence. The other things SM did for me are: Killing a BIG amount of neediness, don't care about women so much, making me more approachable and social to people in general, reduced fear of sex and women. These are the really noticeable things for me.
2. I still have some issues that prevent me from experiencing the full benefits from SM
- It looks like there is still some fear, discomfort and insecurity towards women and sex, as well as self sabotage (this is probably a big one for me). I think my results could be much better without these problems. Possible solution: EPRHA
3. I am not yet that (quality) Alpha Male I want to be
- It means you attract what you are. According to the perfect lover attraction within the subliminal I am attracting women who are still below my conscious imagination of a perfect lover (even if the looks get better). So I think I need two more runs AM6 to become what I want to be (well, maybe we get AM7 with 5.5G technology
). Solution: AM6
So, should you rung SM3 after a single run AM6? Well, it depends. If you already were at a good level before AM6 or if AM6 gives you really great results then YES. If you weren't as good before running AM6 or just got poor results then MAYBE. Maybe because you probably don't get the results you want but you probably will still improve. Look at me, I didn't become a real sex magnet, but the decreased neediness and the improved socialization made it still worth running this program. But if you really want the full benefits you should lay a really good foundation with EPRHA and AM6. I would really like to run WM, but I have to make sure to get better foundation. So my next sub will be EPRHA (just hoping the improved version will be available) and then probably a second run AM6. So far.
Besides of all that I feel pretty good and relaxed but also really tired. Today while being out of house there was a girl with her bf. There were paying for something (at least I think so). As I come closer she looked at me and smiled. After paying they went away, but the girl looked back at me and smiled again. Her bf didn't notice it so far. She was a really cute one.
After the last few days I think I can already write a pre-summary. Here is it:
1. SM works
- The story last weekend is a strong indication for me, because it never happened before that a woman was trying to seduce me. And I also didn't expect a woman trying to do so in a so direct and bold way. I don't think it's a coincidence. The other things SM did for me are: Killing a BIG amount of neediness, don't care about women so much, making me more approachable and social to people in general, reduced fear of sex and women. These are the really noticeable things for me.
2. I still have some issues that prevent me from experiencing the full benefits from SM
- It looks like there is still some fear, discomfort and insecurity towards women and sex, as well as self sabotage (this is probably a big one for me). I think my results could be much better without these problems. Possible solution: EPRHA
3. I am not yet that (quality) Alpha Male I want to be
- It means you attract what you are. According to the perfect lover attraction within the subliminal I am attracting women who are still below my conscious imagination of a perfect lover (even if the looks get better). So I think I need two more runs AM6 to become what I want to be (well, maybe we get AM7 with 5.5G technology
). Solution: AM6So, should you rung SM3 after a single run AM6? Well, it depends. If you already were at a good level before AM6 or if AM6 gives you really great results then YES. If you weren't as good before running AM6 or just got poor results then MAYBE. Maybe because you probably don't get the results you want but you probably will still improve. Look at me, I didn't become a real sex magnet, but the decreased neediness and the improved socialization made it still worth running this program. But if you really want the full benefits you should lay a really good foundation with EPRHA and AM6. I would really like to run WM, but I have to make sure to get better foundation. So my next sub will be EPRHA (just hoping the improved version will be available) and then probably a second run AM6. So far.
