(04-06-2015, 08:20 PM)SargeMaximus Wrote:(04-06-2015, 12:41 PM)stratos Wrote: One thing is that if you remove emotional pain you don't feel like masturbating as much, you'll be comfortable with a higher level of sexual and emotional feeling because it won't be painful. Sometimes when I do it now I regret it because then all the sexual charge leaves for a while. Whereas it used to just feel great and take the pain away.
I totally get that too. Just today I was going to do bathmate but the suction was too "intense" so I stopped because I'd rather have my sexual energy than a big d*ck. O.O
Thought about it some more and it makes sense, after all I have completely lost the need for a smoke. It's even repelling now and this started happening somewhere between my first runs of asc and eprha. I think the emotional pain behind that activity was more on surface and thus easy to remove.
Sarge I have read about the bathmate, never used it though. Does it make you last longer too?
On today's news: I experienced my first sleep paralysis last night and it was one heck of an experience. Thankfully I had read about it and didn't panic after I woke up. It was like being half awake and half asleep, heard some odd sounds and vibrations. Couldn't speak or move, crazy shit. Felt a little like some sort of a demonic experience. Actually pretty cool thinking about it even though when it happened it was quite horrible.
