03-23-2015, 01:44 PM
I want to but at the same time it feels like I can't. It feels like I can't feel anything but anger, not even sadness. Only these extremely low feelings like desperation, anger, rage, hate, guilt, shame. But nothing that would feel like I'm letting go, sadness would be an upgrade, I just don't know how to reach it.
My latest dream was about me gaining some sort of alien strength and killing a lot of people with it. All I can relate this to is the same rage, which feels like toward bullies. I feel like people that bully deserve to die the most painful death.
My latest dream was about me gaining some sort of alien strength and killing a lot of people with it. All I can relate this to is the same rage, which feels like toward bullies. I feel like people that bully deserve to die the most painful death.
