03-08-2015, 12:33 PM
I find it too scattered around for my current situation and don't see how it could possibly produce any significant results even on a re run. I'm in a place after the first run where being an Alpha Male doesn't seem something I want to aim for right now. I want to be able to enjoy life once again or I won't last another run. All parts of my life seem to be on a very low state at the moment and trying to lift them all at once is extremely tiring and full of resistance from myself. I think it's best if I focus on something positive for a while so I'd have something to hold onto in a storm. Don't know if that makes any sense, but it seems to be how I feel about it.
