stage 2 day 29
I had a dream where I was taking photos of P as a new part time job. V (from my real life workplace) actually got me that job, and we just ended up playing n64 the whole time at work, after clocking in.
I also just found out that B's in the hospital, from like diabetic shock or something (Ketoacidosis). my first reaction was to arrange taking a meeting to her in the hospital. So we've arranged one at 8 pm so that she doesn't have to miss a meeting tonight.
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stage 2 day 30
I had a fun dream last night. It was like one large event. At one time, I was getting down with a couple pornstars :-D
Later on, the dream ended up at my parents house. In my old room upstairs, there was a party going on, with a bunch of people dancing and crowding around the window, where the music was coming from (even though there were no speakers and no dj, it was coming from the window lol.) I walk in, and some people hand me a bottle of vodka that had one shot left in it, and I drank it. I remember feeling a little buzzed in the dream, it was pretty vivid. lol at least I can drink in my dreams and not have any consequences
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Later, my sponsor comes over to talk, and I make him wait outside for 10 minutes for some reason. then i end up going outside and we talk outside. As we were talking, I look up at the moon (it's broad daylight, like noon or something), and I see this blue guy on the moon looking down at us. I was contemplating who the blue guy would be - I was sure it was an alien, and then thought it was Shiva, the Hindu god of destruction who is always portrayed as a blue being. I was so surprised that I actually saw Shiva, and I ran inside to get a camera to take a picture of the blue guy but he hid in the backside of the moon. I remember aiming the camera from inside the house at the moon (through the ceiling....wtf) and waiting for the blue guy to return. He showed himself again and I snapped a few pictures to prove to the world I saw god LOL
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I was reading the sales page for AM6 again, and I saw that seek the challenge was in it. I'm attributing the quitting of tobacco to seek the challenge. I read the sales page for quit smoking, and that presented the tobacco addiction as a challenge that I was finally ready to take on. And I did! I wonder if the extra money I'm making is due to seek the challenge as well?
I'm 2 days shy of having the big guns aimed at me. Bring it on! I seek the challenge of heavy artillery instigating massive growth lol...
In retrospect over the past two months, I've changed a lot! Although if I haven't kept a journal, I don't think I would have noticed much improvement!!
IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND DO NOT HAVE A JOURNAL... START ONE NOW AND KEEP IT GOING!!!!! whether it's on this site or off the site, just keep one. I originally started my journal privately, but after having a discussion with maniac360, I decided to post it on here. I also saw fonzy had kept a journal to himself but decided to post it on here afterwards.
I don't see how people can possibly not notice any results from AM6. Unless the script for AM6 is perfectly congruent with whatever is going on in the minds of the user before using AM6, SOME changes should occur.
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These days at work when I'm talking to clients, I'm speaking in a much more confident manner. Every conversation is recorded, so I want to see if my boss can give me the recordings for one prior to starting am6 and one from the last day of stage 2 - the day after tomorrow.
I had a dream where I was taking photos of P as a new part time job. V (from my real life workplace) actually got me that job, and we just ended up playing n64 the whole time at work, after clocking in.
I also just found out that B's in the hospital, from like diabetic shock or something (Ketoacidosis). my first reaction was to arrange taking a meeting to her in the hospital. So we've arranged one at 8 pm so that she doesn't have to miss a meeting tonight.
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stage 2 day 30
I had a fun dream last night. It was like one large event. At one time, I was getting down with a couple pornstars :-D
Later on, the dream ended up at my parents house. In my old room upstairs, there was a party going on, with a bunch of people dancing and crowding around the window, where the music was coming from (even though there were no speakers and no dj, it was coming from the window lol.) I walk in, and some people hand me a bottle of vodka that had one shot left in it, and I drank it. I remember feeling a little buzzed in the dream, it was pretty vivid. lol at least I can drink in my dreams and not have any consequences
. Later, my sponsor comes over to talk, and I make him wait outside for 10 minutes for some reason. then i end up going outside and we talk outside. As we were talking, I look up at the moon (it's broad daylight, like noon or something), and I see this blue guy on the moon looking down at us. I was contemplating who the blue guy would be - I was sure it was an alien, and then thought it was Shiva, the Hindu god of destruction who is always portrayed as a blue being. I was so surprised that I actually saw Shiva, and I ran inside to get a camera to take a picture of the blue guy but he hid in the backside of the moon. I remember aiming the camera from inside the house at the moon (through the ceiling....wtf) and waiting for the blue guy to return. He showed himself again and I snapped a few pictures to prove to the world I saw god LOL
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I was reading the sales page for AM6 again, and I saw that seek the challenge was in it. I'm attributing the quitting of tobacco to seek the challenge. I read the sales page for quit smoking, and that presented the tobacco addiction as a challenge that I was finally ready to take on. And I did! I wonder if the extra money I'm making is due to seek the challenge as well?
I'm 2 days shy of having the big guns aimed at me. Bring it on! I seek the challenge of heavy artillery instigating massive growth lol...
In retrospect over the past two months, I've changed a lot! Although if I haven't kept a journal, I don't think I would have noticed much improvement!!
IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND DO NOT HAVE A JOURNAL... START ONE NOW AND KEEP IT GOING!!!!! whether it's on this site or off the site, just keep one. I originally started my journal privately, but after having a discussion with maniac360, I decided to post it on here. I also saw fonzy had kept a journal to himself but decided to post it on here afterwards.
I don't see how people can possibly not notice any results from AM6. Unless the script for AM6 is perfectly congruent with whatever is going on in the minds of the user before using AM6, SOME changes should occur.
</rant>
These days at work when I'm talking to clients, I'm speaking in a much more confident manner. Every conversation is recorded, so I want to see if my boss can give me the recordings for one prior to starting am6 and one from the last day of stage 2 - the day after tomorrow.
