Alpha naturalself

[naturalself]

I think its definitely freeing to come out- I remember doing a month of eprah and felt a similar feeling.

I did tell a friend of mine (shes bi) that I felt I was too. I wondered for awhile though that if it was just porn twisting your interests- it does have a tendency to do that. Since being on AM6 and on stage 3, I haven't felt much interest (well to say that I thought I was for instance a 20/80 ratio to guys/girls) but after I started AM6 I haven't felt much of anything. Ive gone out on a date that went alright... (I was a bit rusty), she said she wanted to go out again- but I really have no motivation to do so.

What other programs have you used? I see alot of people have ridiculous results sometimes in the beginning.

Funny how I dont even have a desire to watch porn anymore and sometimes after 4-6 days ill take a look...


Honesty is the best policy!

yea i wondered about porn making me interested in men but
after some experiences it became clear for me personally it's a lot deeper... so coming out was amazing. I still have some people to tell, and with each person you get an increasing freedom... it makes it so much easier to be honest about everything else too.

for me porn use going down but even when I use it's less harmful in a sense. a lot of my issue with porn was also my issue with my bisexuality tied together. now that I accept it more porn doesn't carry quite the same guilt (though it doesn't make me feel good, per say)

i haven't used much from here. ASC for couple weeks... and Alpha male a couple years ago for first stage and a half and quit. that's it. but i've done a lot of spiritual practices, natural grounding, some affirmations (which seem so silly to me at this point.. that was also another way of avoiding myself, though I did see positive results as well)



not much desire to date... although I do have a quasi-relationship with a man right now that is fulfilling some need. but I'm just enjoying working and filling my extra time with friends.. all my friendships becoming much more colorful with more honesty. there is a girl I really like (who's also down for open relationships) but it seems to be a very slow moving thing (if anything at all - as of now we are "friends") which is fine.