03-01-2015, 08:36 AM
ImFreeman - I'm planning on getting rid of all my negative beliefs
Day 20-
A complete change from the days before. No depressive thoughts all day! Didn't wake up feeling sad. It was a pleasant surprise. Went on with my day and felt good all day. Was genuinely content all day and love it! Felt there was a light in my body that made me feel light all day. My workout was also a lot of fun. I felt like a little kid again in the playground while at the gym. This journey is a roller coaster and I know it forcing to grow.
Recently I have thinking about if I had a time machine what I would change in the past. This is just a stupid thought as I can't change anything and really don't wish to change anything. Also I been noticing I have looking in the mirror alot more. I realized I am insecure about how I look. I always find something I hate and wish I could magically change to how I want it to look. These thoughts are just really strange to me and never had them before. The Sub sure is bringing into light a lot about me I never knew about.
Day 20-
A complete change from the days before. No depressive thoughts all day! Didn't wake up feeling sad. It was a pleasant surprise. Went on with my day and felt good all day. Was genuinely content all day and love it! Felt there was a light in my body that made me feel light all day. My workout was also a lot of fun. I felt like a little kid again in the playground while at the gym. This journey is a roller coaster and I know it forcing to grow.
Recently I have thinking about if I had a time machine what I would change in the past. This is just a stupid thought as I can't change anything and really don't wish to change anything. Also I been noticing I have looking in the mirror alot more. I realized I am insecure about how I look. I always find something I hate and wish I could magically change to how I want it to look. These thoughts are just really strange to me and never had them before. The Sub sure is bringing into light a lot about me I never knew about.
