stage 2 day 21
I had an interesting dream last night, and it involved tobacco. In the drug dreams I used to have, where I would have the drugs in hand and everything, but didn't get a chance to use it in my dream. Same thing happened last night with my bag of chew! I can't even enjoy the tobacco in my dreams
B and A were also in my dream, and I was hooking up with both of them. A seemed to be more of my "girlfriend" in the dream, where as b was like a friend with benefit type situation. I remember one part of the dream where I was in the airport, and I was IN the luggage carousel, looking for my suitcase. It was funny- I went through the whole circuit twice, looking for my bag lol. Not sure on the order of events, but A and I were holding hands for what seemed like hours in a car ride. Sensual dream, not sexual.
I get an electronic copy of my paycheck every pay period, and when I checked it today, I was pleasantly surprised. My paycheck is about double what it was 3 pay periods ago, when I had the same schedule. The only difference was that i would sluggishly drag myself to work at 10-10:30 instead of 9:00 AM the way I've been doing this week and last week.** Not to mention I'm quicker to answer phone calls than anyone else, so the opportunities to lock in sales commission are mine. This could also have something to do with 2 of the employees not being here this week or last week (one of them has school and the other is just... absent all the time lol), so it's more like a redistribution of tasks than me seizing opportunities. HOWEVER, I AM seizing more opportunities I see during the days, where as in the past I would have passed up the opportunity saying that the time wasn't right (Thank you, John Alexander!).
I'm starting to wonder if the sub is starting to affect me on such a deep level that it's manifesting things right now to set the stage up for what is about to come. Like a spring cleaning of all aspects of my waking life to allow for the life of my dreams to become real.
*Edit: I did get a raise 2 pay periods ago - an increase of $2/hr
I had an interesting dream last night, and it involved tobacco. In the drug dreams I used to have, where I would have the drugs in hand and everything, but didn't get a chance to use it in my dream. Same thing happened last night with my bag of chew! I can't even enjoy the tobacco in my dreams
B and A were also in my dream, and I was hooking up with both of them. A seemed to be more of my "girlfriend" in the dream, where as b was like a friend with benefit type situation. I remember one part of the dream where I was in the airport, and I was IN the luggage carousel, looking for my suitcase. It was funny- I went through the whole circuit twice, looking for my bag lol. Not sure on the order of events, but A and I were holding hands for what seemed like hours in a car ride. Sensual dream, not sexual.
I get an electronic copy of my paycheck every pay period, and when I checked it today, I was pleasantly surprised. My paycheck is about double what it was 3 pay periods ago, when I had the same schedule. The only difference was that i would sluggishly drag myself to work at 10-10:30 instead of 9:00 AM the way I've been doing this week and last week.** Not to mention I'm quicker to answer phone calls than anyone else, so the opportunities to lock in sales commission are mine. This could also have something to do with 2 of the employees not being here this week or last week (one of them has school and the other is just... absent all the time lol), so it's more like a redistribution of tasks than me seizing opportunities. HOWEVER, I AM seizing more opportunities I see during the days, where as in the past I would have passed up the opportunity saying that the time wasn't right (Thank you, John Alexander!).
I'm starting to wonder if the sub is starting to affect me on such a deep level that it's manifesting things right now to set the stage up for what is about to come. Like a spring cleaning of all aspects of my waking life to allow for the life of my dreams to become real.
*Edit: I did get a raise 2 pay periods ago - an increase of $2/hr
