ICEMAN Evolution AM6

[iceman]

Stage 2:
Day 15:

For some reason I didn't bother to write or update this thread as I felt nothing was happening. Boy I was wrong!
What a change its been so far. I am only on day 15 stage 2, and the effects and changes have been profound. Not everything has been positive, senior colleagues and my boss were first intimidating or they were discrediting my efforts on some projects, they looked for mistakes, excuses to make me feel inferior, petty things like if they had nothing to point out they were bringing out the mistakes I made over a year back in front of everyone, I let it go on for a week because it came as a surprise to me, because earlier even if they said something behind my back things were not like this...Meanwhile I was having doubts if AM6 was making me a pussy. Well, I was wrong. Last week, I stood my ground and made it clear that I was not going to take it by moving my body forward in a confronting way and swear in between , it was enough to send my boss panicking running around and shivering because such an explosion from my side was never expected. Hell, even I didn't expect it. He invited me (15 minutes later) to have a coffee with him and we appear to move on. But the next day I didn't feel like working. Called it a sick leave, went to the river side and decided to read a nice book. Next two days were holidays (saturday and sunday). When I turned up on monday there was tension in the air. Senior colleagues and boss were keeping distance, while the other colleagues were trying to get closer to me. For the first time I didn't feel like trying to make up or pretend to be a nice guy just to be close to them. If they want my respect, they should show it. It almost ended up like there now two teams in the office, one-established, the other rebel with me as the unofficial leader. By the end of the day they themselves started talking to me like nothing happened. Its tuesday today. There is a lot more respect, lesser tensions, although my boss talking more politely.
I am not sure if others had similar experience so early on.

Now, personal side.
I am complaining and bitching more than ever before. But in the past week Ive been trying to control. Its also partially due to the fact that others too bitch about something or the other.
With girls, its interesting times. I am taking it easy, I had problems holding long coversation with teens earlier, because I was afraid if we were not on the same page, but for some reason I was able to find girls who were interested in topics I was interested, at the same time I am not needy nor do I get mad inside when she looks at other boys, because thats their age. I am taking it easy and letting it come to me. I have not yet read the dating books or books like Alpha Male 2.0, I hope to read soon.

Apart from AM6, I brought Paul Mckenna's The 3 Things That Will Change Your Destiny today. I started it yesterday. I did three exersices already and meditated last night before I sleep. Its quite effective. I have to complete 28 days. i will update soon.

And no PMO for the past 44 days too has its upsides.
I am enjoying the process of this transformation.