Well. Stage 4 day 15.
As you know I work at home as a freelance (3d and 2d art and general computer graphical stuff, videogames,etc) So I dont get out as much as I would like I am more of a homelike person. The weather now in Spain isnt good to take a walk.
But sometimes I have to get out to fix things (bank accounting or similar) and I can see that even in stage 4 I do not observe very strange changes or something to note.
Maybe its a little dip in progress I am listening exactly the same times (8-12 h. day) but probably its a matter of not being aware of things.
I still look in the eyes by the streets but I do not worry a lot about the sub effects. I feel very well in the health deparment and very horny at all times.
Dreams wise I have more dreams with me as the leader, hero, whatever that I didnt have in the last months, more clear alpha attitude.
The mental chatter and depressive thoughts has gone and I feel calm at all times. My body language is very alpha as I walk totally straight with my head up most of time and with a strong, slow step, always.
One thing which is new is that I am more talkative with strangers, but no, I havent got yet a woman approach with stupid questions just to talk with me, not yet
Cheers.
PD. Dating sites, flooded with messages, but Im not interested. Most of the time online dates are problematic and women I dont like. Of course, if I find someone I like I will talk to her. Its strange as before I would be desperate to answer messages to the women and now I dont want to know anything about it... just wait if they want to write to me or no... For me its funny to see as they do not now how to approach even online...
As you know I work at home as a freelance (3d and 2d art and general computer graphical stuff, videogames,etc) So I dont get out as much as I would like I am more of a homelike person. The weather now in Spain isnt good to take a walk.
But sometimes I have to get out to fix things (bank accounting or similar) and I can see that even in stage 4 I do not observe very strange changes or something to note.
Maybe its a little dip in progress I am listening exactly the same times (8-12 h. day) but probably its a matter of not being aware of things.
I still look in the eyes by the streets but I do not worry a lot about the sub effects. I feel very well in the health deparment and very horny at all times.
Dreams wise I have more dreams with me as the leader, hero, whatever that I didnt have in the last months, more clear alpha attitude.
The mental chatter and depressive thoughts has gone and I feel calm at all times. My body language is very alpha as I walk totally straight with my head up most of time and with a strong, slow step, always.
One thing which is new is that I am more talkative with strangers, but no, I havent got yet a woman approach with stupid questions just to talk with me, not yet
Cheers.
PD. Dating sites, flooded with messages, but Im not interested. Most of the time online dates are problematic and women I dont like. Of course, if I find someone I like I will talk to her. Its strange as before I would be desperate to answer messages to the women and now I dont want to know anything about it... just wait if they want to write to me or no... For me its funny to see as they do not now how to approach even online...
