02-12-2015, 12:58 PM
Day 9-
Had a real hard time going to sleep. Took me 4 hours to go to sleep. But when I did, it was one of the best sleeps I had in awhile. Woke up and it was already noon! I was shocked. That fucked up my morning. Battled thru the depression again and forced myself to move throughout the day. Depression got worse while I was driving around doing errands. Then out of no where, I sat down and started looking up jobs on my laptop and applied to many of them. I was so focused on that that my mood elevated I didn't have any depressive thoughts the entire time. The rest of the night I was good. Went to the gym to do back and met some new people. The rest of the night just searched for more opportunities.
Had a real hard time going to sleep. Took me 4 hours to go to sleep. But when I did, it was one of the best sleeps I had in awhile. Woke up and it was already noon! I was shocked. That fucked up my morning. Battled thru the depression again and forced myself to move throughout the day. Depression got worse while I was driving around doing errands. Then out of no where, I sat down and started looking up jobs on my laptop and applied to many of them. I was so focused on that that my mood elevated I didn't have any depressive thoughts the entire time. The rest of the night I was good. Went to the gym to do back and met some new people. The rest of the night just searched for more opportunities.
