02-10-2015, 11:48 AM
stage 1, day 8
I had a dream that R, B, and I were chilling in the 6 man room. R was laying down on C's bed and was talking about how he led a meeting, and he was very cheerful in the dream which was a huge surprise considering how grumpy he is in waking life
I've been listening to AM 6 for just over a week now, and I'm seeing some positive results in the way I interact with people. My body language is more of a firm presence, and is no longer wimpy like it used to be. When I was in my bosses office, I sat at his desk with my torso on the desk and leaning in toward the computer. usually i would go to his left and squat so i would be below his level, and I didn't realize that I was doing this. Now, I feel like I have more 'dominance'.
My communication with women seems to be better than before. I am more confident in text messages, and I exchanged good conversations with two girls the past two days, something I haven't experienced in quite a while due to my recent years of isolation. I found out today that one of the girls is half Arabic and half Indian. That's awesome! I was called "sweet" by the other girl and when she was talking about moving to another city for her internship, she mentioned "maybe chicago, san fran, miami, NYC, but no houston
". She also invited me up to see her in Chicago. I had met her through Tinder over her winter break, right before I started using the subs
I've been listening to AM 6 stage 1 for approximately 20 hours every day. It is definitely a long time to be listening, so I have to tone it back some. I set up my speakers on both sides of my pillow so I can be exposed all night long, as well as having new headphones (white foldable Sony headphones, purchased 6 days ago) to keep it going throughout the day. Not to mention that I have it playing on my work computer through my work headset as well.
I had a dream that R, B, and I were chilling in the 6 man room. R was laying down on C's bed and was talking about how he led a meeting, and he was very cheerful in the dream which was a huge surprise considering how grumpy he is in waking life
I've been listening to AM 6 for just over a week now, and I'm seeing some positive results in the way I interact with people. My body language is more of a firm presence, and is no longer wimpy like it used to be. When I was in my bosses office, I sat at his desk with my torso on the desk and leaning in toward the computer. usually i would go to his left and squat so i would be below his level, and I didn't realize that I was doing this. Now, I feel like I have more 'dominance'.
My communication with women seems to be better than before. I am more confident in text messages, and I exchanged good conversations with two girls the past two days, something I haven't experienced in quite a while due to my recent years of isolation. I found out today that one of the girls is half Arabic and half Indian. That's awesome! I was called "sweet" by the other girl and when she was talking about moving to another city for her internship, she mentioned "maybe chicago, san fran, miami, NYC, but no houston
". She also invited me up to see her in Chicago. I had met her through Tinder over her winter break, right before I started using the subsI've been listening to AM 6 stage 1 for approximately 20 hours every day. It is definitely a long time to be listening, so I have to tone it back some. I set up my speakers on both sides of my pillow so I can be exposed all night long, as well as having new headphones (white foldable Sony headphones, purchased 6 days ago) to keep it going throughout the day. Not to mention that I have it playing on my work computer through my work headset as well.
