02-10-2015, 11:43 AM
This morning I got up with zest, which is somewhat out of character for me. Even though I only got 6 hours of sleep due to what happened last night, AND being tired from the lack of sleep, I still felt motivated to jump out of bed, hit my knees, and do my morning stuff. I didn't meditate today, so I feel like I missed out on something important.
Yesterday night was pretty crazy. I heard a bunch of commotion coming from downstairs while I was in my room. I heard D and P yelling constantly. 3 people got kicked out for shooting up heroin at the house
I don't have any problem getting motivated to do work today, although distractions area abound as usual. writing in my journal for one, a game, and reading about subs. I have AM 6.0 playing in my headphones as usual.
I also had a dream that C gave me a beer and I drank it and halfway through drinking it, I realized that I'm sober and I shouldn't be drinking and that "Relapse" didn't count.
Yesterday night was pretty crazy. I heard a bunch of commotion coming from downstairs while I was in my room. I heard D and P yelling constantly. 3 people got kicked out for shooting up heroin at the house
I don't have any problem getting motivated to do work today, although distractions area abound as usual. writing in my journal for one, a game, and reading about subs. I have AM 6.0 playing in my headphones as usual.
I also had a dream that C gave me a beer and I drank it and halfway through drinking it, I realized that I'm sober and I shouldn't be drinking and that "Relapse" didn't count.
