02-06-2015, 07:58 AM
Day 3-
A much better day, full night of sleep. Workout went really well. Had lunch with a friend and it went well. Then watched some tv. Pretty Chill and I felt fine. Later had dinner with many friends and that is when I felt depressed again. I wasn't myself so others got worried. I got many comments of ''Why you look so sad?'' or "what seems to be bothering you''. I don't like being sad among company so I said "I'm tired from my morning workout'' and just acted content. After dinner just hung out and that was the night.
Before going to sleep I thought about my ex alot. For the past 6 months she always been on my mind and it annoys me and makes me more depressed but last nite it was way more intense. I felt inadequate and just felt like a loser. It feels like I need her in my life, but I KNOW that that isn't the case at all. These emotions just messing with me too much
A much better day, full night of sleep. Workout went really well. Had lunch with a friend and it went well. Then watched some tv. Pretty Chill and I felt fine. Later had dinner with many friends and that is when I felt depressed again. I wasn't myself so others got worried. I got many comments of ''Why you look so sad?'' or "what seems to be bothering you''. I don't like being sad among company so I said "I'm tired from my morning workout'' and just acted content. After dinner just hung out and that was the night.
Before going to sleep I thought about my ex alot. For the past 6 months she always been on my mind and it annoys me and makes me more depressed but last nite it was way more intense. I felt inadequate and just felt like a loser. It feels like I need her in my life, but I KNOW that that isn't the case at all. These emotions just messing with me too much
