Day 18:
cant' belive its already 18 days!
Past two days have been really really smooth. No negativity, nor that amazingly positive feeling either..it just feels relaxing and effortless, no tensions that I used to have earlier.
Yesterday I had an appointment in the bank for renewing my credit card, the lady who is in charge (early 40) is already flirting with me. It usually takes time for me to notice women flirting with me, but this time I notice it right from the first second. Questions after questions about my personal life. Which car do you want to buy? which colour? etc etc... just last week I met her, she was totally different, I don't want to say she was cold, but she was least interested. She kept playing with her hair like a teen, kept moving about and then a bit restless. Its the first time a lady of that age has been like that towards me. Best part is, even if she was attractive, I seem to care least, earlier, I would have just gone bonkers would have called my friends and said, ' dude this milf wana bang me' or something like that. While I am aware that I am not on stage 6, I just notice that I am just taking it easy.
And then yesterday, was out with friends for dinner. This cute chick sitting next to me, (common friend, but met her for the first time) I am hardly bothered, I don't feel needy or crave for her attention by saying or doing something. I just kinda ignore her and talk to the others, then we decided to go to a bar and get something to drink, while paying the bills, I notice my close friend (who is kinda single) talk to her, and I said to myself that I hope that guy gets her, both of them look good together. This sorta thing is again kinda a new feeling for me, despite my age, I would have got jealous if I see a friend get lucky when I didn't. This time no, I just seem to be relaxed.
As we walk to the bar to get few drinks, I notice this girl was kinda alone while rest of us in the group had someone to talk to, so she herself joins me and starts talking, as we talk, she just leans on me slowly and pushes me away from the rest of my friends, but still continues talking to me, I have been hit by girls before, but this is crazy. She is cute and sweet, but this is crazy, But I managed to keep calm, and take it easy and not make a big fuss about it, as I wasn't really interested in playing with anyone that night, besides, we have common friends (some of us are very close like a small family). I have already seen some friends leave our pack because of some relationship failures between them. Anyway I have her on my fb ..
This is amazing. I haven't yet started using pheromones or visualized anything.
I give the credit to AM6 and Nofap
cant' belive its already 18 days!
Past two days have been really really smooth. No negativity, nor that amazingly positive feeling either..it just feels relaxing and effortless, no tensions that I used to have earlier.
Yesterday I had an appointment in the bank for renewing my credit card, the lady who is in charge (early 40) is already flirting with me. It usually takes time for me to notice women flirting with me, but this time I notice it right from the first second. Questions after questions about my personal life. Which car do you want to buy? which colour? etc etc... just last week I met her, she was totally different, I don't want to say she was cold, but she was least interested. She kept playing with her hair like a teen, kept moving about and then a bit restless. Its the first time a lady of that age has been like that towards me. Best part is, even if she was attractive, I seem to care least, earlier, I would have just gone bonkers would have called my friends and said, ' dude this milf wana bang me' or something like that. While I am aware that I am not on stage 6, I just notice that I am just taking it easy.
And then yesterday, was out with friends for dinner. This cute chick sitting next to me, (common friend, but met her for the first time) I am hardly bothered, I don't feel needy or crave for her attention by saying or doing something. I just kinda ignore her and talk to the others, then we decided to go to a bar and get something to drink, while paying the bills, I notice my close friend (who is kinda single) talk to her, and I said to myself that I hope that guy gets her, both of them look good together. This sorta thing is again kinda a new feeling for me, despite my age, I would have got jealous if I see a friend get lucky when I didn't. This time no, I just seem to be relaxed.
As we walk to the bar to get few drinks, I notice this girl was kinda alone while rest of us in the group had someone to talk to, so she herself joins me and starts talking, as we talk, she just leans on me slowly and pushes me away from the rest of my friends, but still continues talking to me, I have been hit by girls before, but this is crazy. She is cute and sweet, but this is crazy, But I managed to keep calm, and take it easy and not make a big fuss about it, as I wasn't really interested in playing with anyone that night, besides, we have common friends (some of us are very close like a small family). I have already seen some friends leave our pack because of some relationship failures between them. Anyway I have her on my fb ..
This is amazing. I haven't yet started using pheromones or visualized anything.
I give the credit to AM6 and Nofap
'Evolution depends on the variation within a species.'
Charles Darwin
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Charles Darwin
