Day 9:
I love my job, I am doing something that I dreamt of as a child and I am the only one from my school who got what he wanted while the rest of my class mates studied for their next examination, I worked and dreamt of doing what I wanted, and from what seemed to be endless failures from the outside, a few years later after I left the school, I managed to connect all the dots and become what I wanted to become. It was a very long wait, But I managed not to get frustrated by other people's success doing what they didn't love to do. Finally Baaam! After getting used to being called a failure for many many years, I am featured in ads and magazines with my work and suddenly tables are turned, its been five years since I started getting paid to do what I love to do. I am greatful for that.
BUT
for the past few months, there has been an itching feeling to quit and work for someone with whom my full potential will show up. At the moment, I am using just 20% may be. I feel supressed, controlled and not being able to grow up because of the corporate structure. My work is being decided by a comity, my outcome is being decided by people who don't know what they are looking at. Too many talks and less results. When I did the ASC, I felt the need to quit even though I didn't find an alternative. That feeling has come back, but I would prefer to finish the current projects in 6 months, by then find another place. So that I don't have to live under a bridge.
Today, Ive been feeling very angry, angry with myself for staying here too long to end up feeling like this. I have made my mind to find another place, so now its easier for me do the other things that needs to be done.
So, if I get fired I am gonna sue IML.
kidding
I love my job, I am doing something that I dreamt of as a child and I am the only one from my school who got what he wanted while the rest of my class mates studied for their next examination, I worked and dreamt of doing what I wanted, and from what seemed to be endless failures from the outside, a few years later after I left the school, I managed to connect all the dots and become what I wanted to become. It was a very long wait, But I managed not to get frustrated by other people's success doing what they didn't love to do. Finally Baaam! After getting used to being called a failure for many many years, I am featured in ads and magazines with my work and suddenly tables are turned, its been five years since I started getting paid to do what I love to do. I am greatful for that.
BUT
for the past few months, there has been an itching feeling to quit and work for someone with whom my full potential will show up. At the moment, I am using just 20% may be. I feel supressed, controlled and not being able to grow up because of the corporate structure. My work is being decided by a comity, my outcome is being decided by people who don't know what they are looking at. Too many talks and less results. When I did the ASC, I felt the need to quit even though I didn't find an alternative. That feeling has come back, but I would prefer to finish the current projects in 6 months, by then find another place. So that I don't have to live under a bridge.
Today, Ive been feeling very angry, angry with myself for staying here too long to end up feeling like this. I have made my mind to find another place, so now its easier for me do the other things that needs to be done.
So, if I get fired I am gonna sue IML.
kidding
'Evolution depends on the variation within a species.'
Charles Darwin
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Charles Darwin
