01-12-2015, 05:00 PM
(01-12-2015, 04:47 PM)ben123456305 Wrote: Day 42 1/12/14 of OGSF
It's the end of the program. How do I feel? Glad you asked. I feel a lot better now compared to the day I started. I felt really depressed when I started and it built up to the point where i felt like i was being ripped up. the sub broke apart my identity and scrubbed away a majority of the negative junk. Since then I felt better and the sub has been a smoother ride.
Now I'll be doing AM5.
My goals for this program is more for personal growth (girls are a plus) than anything. I realized that I need to grow up and mature in my life.
Which sub were you just doing? (Sorry, to lazy to check). Also, this is EXACTLY how SM 3 has been for me: the feeling of being ripped up. It's like I'm moving towards a goal and getting sliced and diced in the process. Constantly feeling like I'm being divided over and over again, as well as chiseled away.
