01-10-2015, 02:07 PM
STAGE 1:
DAY 2&3
DAY 2:
Yesterday I really didn't feel that much buzz or anything, it was just business as usual even though I was playing the sub. But it was in the evening, when I went out I felt the buzz or I felt the subs were doing its stuff, again, it could just be a placebo.
I was having dinner with some friends who were working for my rival companies, but they were still my friends,
The alphas were suddenly respecting me, even though I did end up being one of the funniest guys on the table, its okay, I don't mind., guess the alcohol made be a bit loose!
Girls liked to talk, tease once in a while, to be frank, its not the alphness that I noticed in me, suddenly everyone wanted to be talk and mess with (in a fun way) and didn't mind me messing with them, well, this is the real me to be frank. I finally after many years I am feeling like this, A fun guy to be with! lets say I am 60% there for now. well, for now it doesn't concern me.
DAY 3:
Other than that, today I am feeling quite positive, there is no resistance to the sub, getting wierd dreams even though I can't really remember much!
I am listening more to the sounds around me, I am feeling the wind, I am breathing, I feel like a Feeling being when I am out walking. At home I feel normal.
Nothing much to report, I am gonna meditate and then sleep...
Adios
DAY 2&3
DAY 2:
Yesterday I really didn't feel that much buzz or anything, it was just business as usual even though I was playing the sub. But it was in the evening, when I went out I felt the buzz or I felt the subs were doing its stuff, again, it could just be a placebo.
I was having dinner with some friends who were working for my rival companies, but they were still my friends,
The alphas were suddenly respecting me, even though I did end up being one of the funniest guys on the table, its okay, I don't mind., guess the alcohol made be a bit loose!
Girls liked to talk, tease once in a while, to be frank, its not the alphness that I noticed in me, suddenly everyone wanted to be talk and mess with (in a fun way) and didn't mind me messing with them, well, this is the real me to be frank. I finally after many years I am feeling like this, A fun guy to be with! lets say I am 60% there for now. well, for now it doesn't concern me.
DAY 3:
Other than that, today I am feeling quite positive, there is no resistance to the sub, getting wierd dreams even though I can't really remember much!
I am listening more to the sounds around me, I am feeling the wind, I am breathing, I feel like a Feeling being when I am out walking. At home I feel normal.
Nothing much to report, I am gonna meditate and then sleep...
Adios
'Evolution depends on the variation within a species.'
Charles Darwin
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Charles Darwin
