(12-28-2014, 10:33 AM)Natious Wrote: I think I see what you mean with it being as a cheat, I can't help but sometimes feel like I'm a machine being programmed. However at the same time I feel like I'm moving closer towards the important answers that I have been looking for a long time.
I had a panic attack again yesterday (last one was about 5 months ago, followed by another one) and I've never had panic attacks before using these subs, my gut tells me it's because I'm facing all of these buried feelings and pain. I didn't take anything and tried to breathe trough it but I woke up at least 5 times with the same thing and then it disappeared.
I know how it feels to be on the edge of such confusion and anger that you want to quit the program and I humbly believe I'm not the only one (I'm a guy who's an expert on quitting things when they get tough). But every time something tells me that there's a reason why I'm doing this and because of this intuitive hunch I continue. One of the most important things I have learned so far being on AM6 is to listen to myself. When in pain or complete misery, I refuse to hide from it now. And this honestly is the complete opposite of what I used to do before. It's not easy by far but it's the right thing.
After this long mumbling what I'm getting at is listen to yourself, not just the voice that goes on in your head and tells you that you need to stop. Ask why? why am I so afraid? After all you are the one who's supposed to control the voices not they you.
You know for me its a karmic thing, like if I am going to fuck every hot girl around (because of past experiences with subconscious/energy/pheromones I can tell you THERE IS SOMETHING TO THIS and if you manipulate energy/thoughts things DO HAPPEN!) then I get nervous and think a lot about if I am being an integral man.
But now I think well you know, god/universe helps those who help themselves If its a bad thing or not to convert yourself in a real alpha and have almost all the women, when... There is war, there is rape, there is crime and those are the real worst things in the world a bit of advantage with women from our part I dont think is bad.
AM6 helps with health, zen attitude and makes yourself protected from bad influences from bad people So to me those are reasons valid to use it.
Its the first time in months that I feel its ok, I promised myself not to give up on AM6, no fear this time.
I cant promise I will avoid getting into problems and getting all the women but hey... that is the risk. What is life without experiences... bad or good. We are alive to live not to suffer about questions of doing the right thing every second.
Cheers.
PS. the effects of the sub are on his way, yesterday I faced a conversation with a woman and my mouth said things to her that for that moment I thought "WTF!! is this me!!!" my words completely devastated her (in a completely respectfull manner btw) and put her in the no-argument mode. Im not used to win conversations like that and finish like a real champion. AM6 makes you more inteligent
PS2. There is a part in AM6 about supplying your own love. THIS IS GOLD... because love attracts everything good, so not only will improve luck with women, but luck in general. (recently got 93 euros win on the spanish lotto, hey).
