12-18-2014, 04:38 AM
blue, how timely is your comment... that is so true!
The replies that followed my SOS posts generally tells me that I'm resisting the sub. I did not agree, and pressed on. Things weren't changing for the better until yesterday... I caved in and toyed with the idea, what if I am resisting the sub? Suddenly a light just went off and a flood of thoughts crossed my mind. It was like I had knocked down a dam and then the thoughts rushed past it. Generally about keeping healthy, building a healthy lifestyle.
WHAT?! I thought I lead a pretty healthy lifestyle! HA! I then examined my lifestyle and my definition. They didn't match up. I had imagined it all in my head but not all were applied onto my life. How wrong I was... and my subconscious pointed it out to me.
As I was pondering over this, I had a flashback to one of the extended family dinners years back... my aunt had contracted cancer (early stages, she is now ok), and at the dinner table she said something to the tune of: I always eat healthy and watch what I eat...
I now wondered... are we really conscious of what we eat or how we live?
Also, since I started BASE, my posture has been killing me. I'm slumped over, I walk hunched, my back hurts, my shoulders too. And I was wondering why why why... shouldn't BASE increase my confidence and have me walking straighter?
Well, after toying with the resistance idea, I have started walking straighter and sit with better postures.
I do not know what was it in the sub that I was resisting, but I clearly wasted a month resisting it unknowingly...
The replies that followed my SOS posts generally tells me that I'm resisting the sub. I did not agree, and pressed on. Things weren't changing for the better until yesterday... I caved in and toyed with the idea, what if I am resisting the sub? Suddenly a light just went off and a flood of thoughts crossed my mind. It was like I had knocked down a dam and then the thoughts rushed past it. Generally about keeping healthy, building a healthy lifestyle.
WHAT?! I thought I lead a pretty healthy lifestyle! HA! I then examined my lifestyle and my definition. They didn't match up. I had imagined it all in my head but not all were applied onto my life. How wrong I was... and my subconscious pointed it out to me.
As I was pondering over this, I had a flashback to one of the extended family dinners years back... my aunt had contracted cancer (early stages, she is now ok), and at the dinner table she said something to the tune of: I always eat healthy and watch what I eat...
I now wondered... are we really conscious of what we eat or how we live?
Also, since I started BASE, my posture has been killing me. I'm slumped over, I walk hunched, my back hurts, my shoulders too. And I was wondering why why why... shouldn't BASE increase my confidence and have me walking straighter?
Well, after toying with the resistance idea, I have started walking straighter and sit with better postures.
I do not know what was it in the sub that I was resisting, but I clearly wasted a month resisting it unknowingly...
