12-14-2014, 11:52 PM
I would guess that you would end up with a girl that didn't make you feel like you were unworthy of her or couldn't be with her.
If I were you though I'd do some other stuff first because if you've never had a girlfriend and you go through all this to manifest a girlfriend into your life you're probably going to get extremely attached to her and cling to her like she's the only girl on Earth you could ever get, and if you do get like that, and she leaves you, you're going to feel a type of pain you never even knew existed.
You don't want a girlfriend with your current mindset.
You need something that will boost your self esteem, self worth, confidence, and did I mention self esteem?
You're looking for a girl to fill an emptiness inside.
Fill the emptiness inside, and then get the girl or you're asking for a world of pain that will shoot your self esteem and self worth down a million times lower than it is right now.
Maybe attract your perfect sexual lover or something, but with your state of mind you really don't want to take months manifesting the perfect gf into your life because I'll tell you right now with your frame of mind you will get insanely attached, and you're going to end up worse off than you are now.
Not saying stay away from girls, but work on yourself before trying to get into a relationship. Especially a serious relationship with your perfect girlfriend, which would be a girl capable of crushing your heart to the point where you don't want to live anymore.
Look for something that deals with self esteem and maybe deserving, but definitely self esteem. Get to the point where you feel like you can, and will get a girlfriend, and if it ends you know you'll find love again.
Maybe try the self esteem sub with become irresistibly attractive.
Idk, but if I were you I would not do ayp gf, or ayp wife. If you do an ayp sub I'd attract a girl that you're not going to get attached to. Just a girl to get some experience with and help you realize that you can attract girls.
If I were you though I'd do some other stuff first because if you've never had a girlfriend and you go through all this to manifest a girlfriend into your life you're probably going to get extremely attached to her and cling to her like she's the only girl on Earth you could ever get, and if you do get like that, and she leaves you, you're going to feel a type of pain you never even knew existed.
You don't want a girlfriend with your current mindset.
You need something that will boost your self esteem, self worth, confidence, and did I mention self esteem?
You're looking for a girl to fill an emptiness inside.
Fill the emptiness inside, and then get the girl or you're asking for a world of pain that will shoot your self esteem and self worth down a million times lower than it is right now.
Maybe attract your perfect sexual lover or something, but with your state of mind you really don't want to take months manifesting the perfect gf into your life because I'll tell you right now with your frame of mind you will get insanely attached, and you're going to end up worse off than you are now.
Not saying stay away from girls, but work on yourself before trying to get into a relationship. Especially a serious relationship with your perfect girlfriend, which would be a girl capable of crushing your heart to the point where you don't want to live anymore.
Look for something that deals with self esteem and maybe deserving, but definitely self esteem. Get to the point where you feel like you can, and will get a girlfriend, and if it ends you know you'll find love again.
Maybe try the self esteem sub with become irresistibly attractive.
Idk, but if I were you I would not do ayp gf, or ayp wife. If you do an ayp sub I'd attract a girl that you're not going to get attached to. Just a girl to get some experience with and help you realize that you can attract girls.
