12-13-2014, 02:08 PM
Day 27 dream.
I had some crazy dream/s last night. I never seem to remember the details though. I had a heated argument with my mother. Alot of different things I had said. Not necessarily and argument at her, but why I felt in a terrible mood yesterday.
I was angry that I had been asked to do ticketing for equipment when I work in IT. I'm not a fan of customer service and choose to do something more analytical (IT). Also I felt angry at my step-father for what I think im my point of view, broke up my family, or helped do it.
I think my sister has a better relationship with my step-father than her biological one which I think is fked up.
Lets just say that I felt like blaming people, yet I didnt feel like the victim.
I noticed a trend:
First you listen to the subliminals that are supposed to uncover emotional trauma.
Then you may start acting out these emotions in your day-to-day interactions. At the peak of this day you feel the most of these emotions... grief, guilt, anger etc.
Then you have a dream. Whatever it might be- releases tension. You may have multiples of these.
Dream: My family and I went to an expensive restaurant. We were getting having fun until I said something. (I don't know what) After that everyone treated me differently. A look of rejection is something that I remember clearly. Regret and remorse.
The type of dream that when you wake up- your glad it wasn't real.
I had some crazy dream/s last night. I never seem to remember the details though. I had a heated argument with my mother. Alot of different things I had said. Not necessarily and argument at her, but why I felt in a terrible mood yesterday.
I was angry that I had been asked to do ticketing for equipment when I work in IT. I'm not a fan of customer service and choose to do something more analytical (IT). Also I felt angry at my step-father for what I think im my point of view, broke up my family, or helped do it.
I think my sister has a better relationship with my step-father than her biological one which I think is fked up.
Lets just say that I felt like blaming people, yet I didnt feel like the victim.
I noticed a trend:
First you listen to the subliminals that are supposed to uncover emotional trauma.
Then you may start acting out these emotions in your day-to-day interactions. At the peak of this day you feel the most of these emotions... grief, guilt, anger etc.
Then you have a dream. Whatever it might be- releases tension. You may have multiples of these.
Dream: My family and I went to an expensive restaurant. We were getting having fun until I said something. (I don't know what) After that everyone treated me differently. A look of rejection is something that I remember clearly. Regret and remorse.
The type of dream that when you wake up- your glad it wasn't real.
