Cleaning off the mental BS-- EPRAH

[Leo1990]

So I think tonight will be day 23.

I cant say much. I have had 2 weird dreams so far. One about spiders... gross.

Short story: Two spiders fighting and the smaller one wins by stabbing the other with poisonous leg-fangs (which i believe do-not exist), and then I had the point of view of the spiders perspective. In which I mean I could see every spec of dust, hair, dust-mites etc. really grossed out- since I am a bit of a clean freak.

Anyway. I do feel positive changes.

But I want to express for me EPRAH does 50% of the effort and you need to do the other 50%.

I have been off and on with nail-biting and masturbation.

Watched this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSF82AwSDiU

Which is one of my top-top goals. Its just so hard to stop, you know?

Also looking forward to buying AM6 in 1.5 weeks. I want to own this completely.


Im ready to be a man and stop being a boy.


Thanks for reading!


-Leo