12-05-2014, 02:46 AM
@MadTheReaper yeah SM3 seems to push me , it is feeling easier to approach women , and I am feeling like a shit if I don't ! I am natural , I am starting to develop my own method , but I am doing direct approach for now : I am seing a cute girl and just go and tell her what I like about her.
So the first date was good, I did nothing at all with her but I was feeling at ease.
The second date too was pretty good, I Kissed her but I know that she is too serious/religious to just have sex with without a relation.
This stage 3 is very strange. I can't connect with women at all. IT is like I don't mind at all of them. Neediness is at 0% but I am cold at 75%. Last night with my ex , she had very strange reaction with me , she was mad , next have fun, want to hug, mad again, very upset, want to hug, have sex, upset with me, laughing etc.... And the first reason she was upset was because I was cold and don't care what she is saying lol. But I was feeling so normal, the same as usual, I thinks the naturalizer is working too much and I can't feel change in my behavior.
Now I Don't have any eyecontact at all but I don't care anymore. And I have stopped porn , I find it boring and not exciting at all. My libido is weak again, maybe due to me stoping porn I don't know... Even if I am hard every morning now.
I am working very hard at the gym, I am starting to have an amazing body too.
Hope the things that is making girls upset and crazy will be gone soon. I am only at day 10 of stage 3. If that is increasing some girl will kill me before stage 4.
So the first date was good, I did nothing at all with her but I was feeling at ease.
The second date too was pretty good, I Kissed her but I know that she is too serious/religious to just have sex with without a relation.
This stage 3 is very strange. I can't connect with women at all. IT is like I don't mind at all of them. Neediness is at 0% but I am cold at 75%. Last night with my ex , she had very strange reaction with me , she was mad , next have fun, want to hug, mad again, very upset, want to hug, have sex, upset with me, laughing etc.... And the first reason she was upset was because I was cold and don't care what she is saying lol. But I was feeling so normal, the same as usual, I thinks the naturalizer is working too much and I can't feel change in my behavior.
Now I Don't have any eyecontact at all but I don't care anymore. And I have stopped porn , I find it boring and not exciting at all. My libido is weak again, maybe due to me stoping porn I don't know... Even if I am hard every morning now.
I am working very hard at the gym, I am starting to have an amazing body too.
Hope the things that is making girls upset and crazy will be gone soon. I am only at day 10 of stage 3. If that is increasing some girl will kill me before stage 4.
