11-23-2014, 06:17 AM
Day 84
I've weighted myself twice this weekend and apparently I've lost 0.5 kg this week
It might be random fluctuation, but even so recent measurement show that I don't gain weight, part of my natural seasonal circle. It's especially surprising since I don't really eat better nor exercise more. This almost makes me want to focus on losing weight right now. To put you into perspective I'm 1.70 metes high and 82 kg fat (for those of you living in middle-ages 5'8'' and 165 pounds). The lightest I've been since I stopped growing was 75 kg. Maybe, despite bad weather outside, it's a good time to focus on it so that in spring I'll look like an actual human being?
If I was to buy supplements to aid me with weight loss, what do you advice? Two problems I had last time I used those were 1) I'd use them as excuse to eat up (which I wouldn't now that I'm more disciplined and my self-esteem's higher) and 2) caffeine affects me quite strongly (I don't drink coffee because of it) and so they would make me feel disoriented quite often.
On another topic I've talked with my old internet female friend I've barely had contact with since September I think. I want mention exact topic out of respect for her, although it made me think as well, but there was something very interesting I wrote. When she asked me "How are you" I answered something in line of "I'm the best I've ever been since 2.5 years". And that's true. For reference 2.5 years ago I've ended high school, left it all behind and started semi-independent life (parents help me great deal still) and studying things I'm passionate about. But then came Her as well as other problems and things came back to the high school standards of bad. It seems this bad stuff is being undone now and I feel almost like a Faust given my youth and happiness back.
And you might have noticed I've changed my avatar. Why? I don't know, too many cats on this forum.
I've weighted myself twice this weekend and apparently I've lost 0.5 kg this week
It might be random fluctuation, but even so recent measurement show that I don't gain weight, part of my natural seasonal circle. It's especially surprising since I don't really eat better nor exercise more. This almost makes me want to focus on losing weight right now. To put you into perspective I'm 1.70 metes high and 82 kg fat (for those of you living in middle-ages 5'8'' and 165 pounds). The lightest I've been since I stopped growing was 75 kg. Maybe, despite bad weather outside, it's a good time to focus on it so that in spring I'll look like an actual human being?If I was to buy supplements to aid me with weight loss, what do you advice? Two problems I had last time I used those were 1) I'd use them as excuse to eat up (which I wouldn't now that I'm more disciplined and my self-esteem's higher) and 2) caffeine affects me quite strongly (I don't drink coffee because of it) and so they would make me feel disoriented quite often.
On another topic I've talked with my old internet female friend I've barely had contact with since September I think. I want mention exact topic out of respect for her, although it made me think as well, but there was something very interesting I wrote. When she asked me "How are you" I answered something in line of "I'm the best I've ever been since 2.5 years". And that's true. For reference 2.5 years ago I've ended high school, left it all behind and started semi-independent life (parents help me great deal still) and studying things I'm passionate about. But then came Her as well as other problems and things came back to the high school standards of bad. It seems this bad stuff is being undone now and I feel almost like a Faust given my youth and happiness back.
And you might have noticed I've changed my avatar. Why? I don't know, too many cats on this forum.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
