11-20-2014, 01:02 PM
Thanks darkness 
Day 5:
I feel better about myself so far after waking up. I had about 11 hours on it so far since last night. Currently listening to it now.
I did have 2 interesting dreams, however I only vaguely remember one.
A little previous background before I describe...
My father is a Beta-Male. Lets just get this outta the way. heh.
Anyway, anytime I would be confronted, I would always be told to "turn the other cheek" walk away etc.
Now those things definitely do work... but only in the proper context. As in- words are exchanged. When it comes to actual physical confrontation, you bet your ass you should fight back.
Lots of people out there in the world who are looking for suckers- looking for people they can impose their will on.
Anyway...
Because of the awesome teaching that I was given- with no proper context...
Back in highschool, I want to say 8-9th grade, I took autoshop. Anyway, their were lockers by the school classroom (not visible by anyone who entered the classroom or the teacher). This particular someone would wait for most of everyone who entered the classroom (mind you im usually the last or one of the last), then he would hit me (not too hard) in the jaw and then just walk away.
This happened about 6-7 times.
I think about this occasionally, and if I had to do it again... the first time would of been the last. I would of taken a breaker-bar and broken in his skull... (almost).
This amounted into basically nothing... after that I confided in my teacher (of course their hands are tied) and had a little group therapy session with that m-fukr who denied everything and felt that it only made me look worse.
...............
My dream was that I basically fought the kid and beat the sh** out of him. In which case then I pulled him up off the floor. I had defeated him...
I asked what made him do it, why? He told me some girl (I dont remember the name) told him to do it.
(That was the most puzzling of my entire dream. While it was just a dream- the answer is not what I had expected at all...)
stay tuned.
Day 5:
I feel better about myself so far after waking up. I had about 11 hours on it so far since last night. Currently listening to it now.
I did have 2 interesting dreams, however I only vaguely remember one.
A little previous background before I describe...
My father is a Beta-Male. Lets just get this outta the way. heh.
Anyway, anytime I would be confronted, I would always be told to "turn the other cheek" walk away etc.
Now those things definitely do work... but only in the proper context. As in- words are exchanged. When it comes to actual physical confrontation, you bet your ass you should fight back.
Lots of people out there in the world who are looking for suckers- looking for people they can impose their will on.
Anyway...
Because of the awesome teaching that I was given- with no proper context...
Back in highschool, I want to say 8-9th grade, I took autoshop. Anyway, their were lockers by the school classroom (not visible by anyone who entered the classroom or the teacher). This particular someone would wait for most of everyone who entered the classroom (mind you im usually the last or one of the last), then he would hit me (not too hard) in the jaw and then just walk away.
This happened about 6-7 times.
I think about this occasionally, and if I had to do it again... the first time would of been the last. I would of taken a breaker-bar and broken in his skull... (almost).
This amounted into basically nothing... after that I confided in my teacher (of course their hands are tied) and had a little group therapy session with that m-fukr who denied everything and felt that it only made me look worse.
...............
My dream was that I basically fought the kid and beat the sh** out of him. In which case then I pulled him up off the floor. I had defeated him...
I asked what made him do it, why? He told me some girl (I dont remember the name) told him to do it.
(That was the most puzzling of my entire dream. While it was just a dream- the answer is not what I had expected at all...)
stay tuned.
