Mateunio's Life Tune Up 5G 3.1 Journal

[Mystic Pymp]

Day 76

I feel great. I feel more than great to be honest. It's hard to explain it, but I almost feel like a future superhero, like second Bruce Wayne or Tony Stark. Of course I need to build a lot to get there, but foundations set by myself and LTU are solid and soon first bricks will be laid onto the ground soon. Perhaps they've been laid already? Probably I will use this superhero idea to visualize from now on. It's much better and emotionally healthy than imagining my adventures with pretty, smart brunettes.

I love how OE2 works. Those little coincidences that lead into answers for my problems, things I would not notice or would disregard them before. Applying those answers might still be hard, but it's not an excuse! It really kills me that WM doesn't have it, but I think I'll use it anyway when time comes.

I've weighted myself today for the first time since early October. I was afraid I have gained a lot of weight because of my student's unhealthy diet and little to no exercising, but it turned out I didn't gain a pound. I was stable this whole time. This gives me hope that if AM won't strain me emotionally (with I fear it will reading others' journals) with enough determination I will lose a lot of weight quite easily. If it holds true I will be free from using WL6, which I was thinking of using between AM and WM.

I was thinking recently about my hobbies and understood I really don't have them, what leads to wasting lots of time. I mean yeah, I have my field of study and I do go to student circles since this semester and I play D&D with my friends, but it's not enough. I could definitely used something that would make me socialize and meet new people. Any ideas? Keep in mind I'm introverted and kind of geeky, but I also have to push myself beyond my boundaries if I want to change. I won't take up anything before 12th of December, but it's good to have some ideas ready.