11-12-2014, 05:59 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-12-2014, 07:19 PM by ben123456305.)
Day 21 11/12/14
-In a dream i had a moment of pure fear, I was in a small apartment building having fun with friends. When I left the room and came back in, I noticed a old lady who was at a spot to the right of my POV. I resumed my conversation with my friends but time started to slow....and everything start turning into blood and gore. In the slow motion I see my friends and the old lady start melting into a fleshy puddle. I looked at my right hand that was starting to melt too but i kind of willed myself to stop melting. I looked at the old lady but by then she turned into a monster. I took somewhat shaky control of myself and i turned around sneaked into a room and locked the door. At this point both my physical body and mind wanted to escape this dream but my body couldnt move or shake the dream away so I felt a almost pure animalic fear to the point where i actually willed a shotgun into existence. As it materialized a bloody asian man and woman bursted through the door and i shot them.
-I Dont mention any dreams unless it has a actually shakes me to the core because those are the ones that probably has some form of meaning .
-In my waking life, Im trying to be more social with other coworkers and volunteers but i feel like im walking on eggshells because i dont know if asking out coworkers are acceptable or not.
-As of right now im using "the book of pook" by pook as a reference book to help improve my life overall. As in getting women by improving my life overall.
-Question: Where do i go to get the stages of AM5 to reverse anti piracy code? Im thinking of running it after 32-40 days of the current programs.
EDIT#1
-I think I'm getting this dream because recently after reading the book of pook I decided to fight against my old habits. It went from a mild aggression in my thoughts to full blown I want to fight other guys, fuck as many women I want to, and go all out caveman on everything. The steam has died down but I want to revive it again to its peak because it feels like a powerful drug. i think i should name this drug "Masculinity" .
-In a dream i had a moment of pure fear, I was in a small apartment building having fun with friends. When I left the room and came back in, I noticed a old lady who was at a spot to the right of my POV. I resumed my conversation with my friends but time started to slow....and everything start turning into blood and gore. In the slow motion I see my friends and the old lady start melting into a fleshy puddle. I looked at my right hand that was starting to melt too but i kind of willed myself to stop melting. I looked at the old lady but by then she turned into a monster. I took somewhat shaky control of myself and i turned around sneaked into a room and locked the door. At this point both my physical body and mind wanted to escape this dream but my body couldnt move or shake the dream away so I felt a almost pure animalic fear to the point where i actually willed a shotgun into existence. As it materialized a bloody asian man and woman bursted through the door and i shot them.
-I Dont mention any dreams unless it has a actually shakes me to the core because those are the ones that probably has some form of meaning .
-In my waking life, Im trying to be more social with other coworkers and volunteers but i feel like im walking on eggshells because i dont know if asking out coworkers are acceptable or not.
-As of right now im using "the book of pook" by pook as a reference book to help improve my life overall. As in getting women by improving my life overall.
-Question: Where do i go to get the stages of AM5 to reverse anti piracy code? Im thinking of running it after 32-40 days of the current programs.
EDIT#1
-I think I'm getting this dream because recently after reading the book of pook I decided to fight against my old habits. It went from a mild aggression in my thoughts to full blown I want to fight other guys, fuck as many women I want to, and go all out caveman on everything. The steam has died down but I want to revive it again to its peak because it feels like a powerful drug. i think i should name this drug "Masculinity" .
