11-05-2014, 06:29 AM
(11-04-2014, 04:38 PM)demo84 Wrote: Hi Mateunio, The Universe knows what is best for you right now, even if you cannot see it. Just trust that everything is working out for you and have faith. Everything will (and is) coming good
I know, parents can be harsh but try to best to their children. Sadly sometimes they have different understanding what "best" is.
Day 66
Not typical entry because I will try to describe my train of thoughts I had today on my lectures and on the way back home. It's interesting because it shows change in my way of thinking. Also I'm tired of normal kind of entry, I keep writing same things half the time anyway.
Nothing is certain. Nothing. Starting with imperfections of human sensory system and brain, ending with fundamental Uncertainty Principle, causes for that are numerous. I doesn't matter though. You don't need to know movement of every particle to know how the wind blows, you don't need to know workings of every ant to know predict what will anthill upon the stimuli. But this inherit uncertainty leaves us will fear, with troublesome thoughts about the future. At least this is what I always felt. Present and near future are no problem, but what will happen in a year? So many things may happen and you cannot predict them. So I tried to look at bigger picture, consider scales big and small at the same time in both time directions to see patterns and correlations. What I always saw in future direction was this fear I mentioned because way forward was foggy and blurred. Now however it all becomes clear. New paths emerge and wait only for me to grasp them. New dimensions, previously unseen, present themselves and new opportunities. I wonder why I haven't thought the thoughts I'm thinking today. Was I blind? Did I reject them out of undefined fear? Past is the second direction of time and it is also blurred, so answers for that cannot be found. However, they don't truly matter anymore, it's part of unknown that will forever always be unknown. All I have to do is to move forward and try to ununcertain the future as much as possible.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
