10-24-2014, 03:19 PM
Day 54
I feel like shit. And it's not something about sub or insecurity. If anything sub worked great today, better than ever before. It was about me not being a man and my friend taking a blame for it. I don't know how I'll make it right and what it will cause, but the worst thing is even now if situation was to repeat itself I still wouldn't stand for what is right. It was not only my responsibility, but it still feels wrong and unjust. I wov to do everything to make this right to him and to be goddamn adult next time.
I feel like shit. And it's not something about sub or insecurity. If anything sub worked great today, better than ever before. It was about me not being a man and my friend taking a blame for it. I don't know how I'll make it right and what it will cause, but the worst thing is even now if situation was to repeat itself I still wouldn't stand for what is right. It was not only my responsibility, but it still feels wrong and unjust. I wov to do everything to make this right to him and to be goddamn adult next time.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
