10-19-2014, 11:59 PM
Stage 3 ( Day 6 of stage 3)
I am interpreting this stage as me being honest with myself and those around me and a balancing of my ego.
For example in day 2 of stage 3 I called out one of my supervisors on her behavior , she was talking down to me and those around her.
It pissed me off she was talking in this condescending tonality and as if I was retarded and stupid.
I called her out on it 2 times that day. I told her to work on it , today she seem like a better person I can see it in her facial expressions.
Also it feels like im doubting myself? wtf? im angry most of the time.
I was at a wedding on Saturday the 18th small wedding but fun kids were all over me , I was getting stared at a lot . Lol .
Most ppl seem pissed at me I wore shades in the reception room , not as if I was better the anyone but to me I feel like my eye contact is extremely powerful so it was my way of toning it down.
When it was time for the toast one of the grooms daughters didn't know what to say and I blurted out say something honest from the heart kind of like when owen Wilson said something similar to Claire from wedding crashers.
That's what I been noticing just transforming into a more genuine person and ask people for the same.
Also picked up a new habit. Tapping that's right , lol.
I plan on becoming a ( Tap Master)
I am interpreting this stage as me being honest with myself and those around me and a balancing of my ego.
For example in day 2 of stage 3 I called out one of my supervisors on her behavior , she was talking down to me and those around her.
It pissed me off she was talking in this condescending tonality and as if I was retarded and stupid.
I called her out on it 2 times that day. I told her to work on it , today she seem like a better person I can see it in her facial expressions.
Also it feels like im doubting myself? wtf? im angry most of the time.
I was at a wedding on Saturday the 18th small wedding but fun kids were all over me , I was getting stared at a lot . Lol .
Most ppl seem pissed at me I wore shades in the reception room , not as if I was better the anyone but to me I feel like my eye contact is extremely powerful so it was my way of toning it down.
When it was time for the toast one of the grooms daughters didn't know what to say and I blurted out say something honest from the heart kind of like when owen Wilson said something similar to Claire from wedding crashers.
That's what I been noticing just transforming into a more genuine person and ask people for the same.
Also picked up a new habit. Tapping that's right , lol.
I plan on becoming a ( Tap Master)
It always seems impossible until it's done."_ Nelson Mandela
"Continuous improvement is better then delayed perfection."_ Mark Twain
"We change the world not by what we say or do, but as a consequence of what we have become. " _ Dr. David Hawkins
