10-16-2014, 06:34 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-16-2014, 12:43 PM by Mystic Pymp.)
Thanks for kind words demo84 It's good to hear someone enjoys reading this journal.
Day 46
Short update as something almost strange is happening. Sickness is almost gone now, in big part because I had day off today and I could lay in my bed whole day under warm blanket, as I should have from the start. Anyhow as sickness of body is leaving sickness of mind came and I'm not sure why. I fell like lying in bed is the only thing I want to do and I'm almost paralyzed. The only comparable feeling I can think of is having a broken heart, but without any visible cause. I don't know if it's LTU working and breaking some resistance or Autumn's weather taking it's toll, but I hope this will pass and will leave me stronger than before.
Night update
This feeling went away and in the evening I was able to easily socialize with my flatmates. I even was invited to a party, but I refused not to risk being sick again. I fear it may come back though.
Day 46
Short update as something almost strange is happening. Sickness is almost gone now, in big part because I had day off today and I could lay in my bed whole day under warm blanket, as I should have from the start. Anyhow as sickness of body is leaving sickness of mind came and I'm not sure why. I fell like lying in bed is the only thing I want to do and I'm almost paralyzed. The only comparable feeling I can think of is having a broken heart, but without any visible cause. I don't know if it's LTU working and breaking some resistance or Autumn's weather taking it's toll, but I hope this will pass and will leave me stronger than before.
Night update
This feeling went away and in the evening I was able to easily socialize with my flatmates. I even was invited to a party, but I refused not to risk being sick again. I fear it may come back though.