AM6 (I'm finally doing it!)

[Amann]

Finished Stage 1:

Feel way more clear headed and relaxed ..It's akin to a meditative level or indeed Wayne Dyer's 'Getting in the gap'. Even though my brain is saying that nothing's changed I know it has. Guess that'll be the naturalizer.

Things that I worried about before namely women and sex are no longer as important. I'm focusing on getting a new job and furthering my wealth. I applied to a few jobs this week...something that always filled with me with dread (thoughts of whether I'm good enough or able to do the job would always arise) though I managed to do so with little backlash. I did one round of PSTEC level 1 on the issue ..so maybe that was it?

Have barely used Tinder at all..and I'm not really bothered about sending or replying to messages to be honest. If I lose these girls...who cares?...they'll be plenty more in the future.

I think that EPHRA is responsible for these changes. I know that my biggest obstacle is self validation and neediness. Something I have a lot of...even if I act like I don't.

I'm going to continue using PSTEC around past issues with money and self worth to hopefully clear up some past hurts.

Onto stage 2!