10-10-2014, 12:36 PM
Day 40
This was quite a week. I was much more sociable than before and other people gave me much less stress and discomfort. I'm finding it very easy to get along with my flatmates and it's almost as if I knew them since forever! There are arguments, it's obvious with so much testosterone on 60 m^2, but nothing major or lasting. I was certainly worried it would be much worse. Also I got used to new places and classes very quickly, typically it would take me at least a month to fell comfortable.
The most important thing that happened by far was me going to the concert on Thursday. I went there almost against myself and I'd almost back out as my friend was sick and didn't want to go, but we went anyway and it was great decision. I had very good time and even though I didn't met new people my friend said he never saw me so relaxed and open. To be honest I didn't felt that different, but he knows me well so there must be something to it.
Things are not so good at my classes though. I fell more distant and awkward there now. It's harder for me to get along and have conversation with people there. I don't know why, I hope with time this field will get better, because I'd certainly appreciate good relations with my fellow students and it's hard to do when you feel like an intruder in most conversations.
This was quite a week. I was much more sociable than before and other people gave me much less stress and discomfort. I'm finding it very easy to get along with my flatmates and it's almost as if I knew them since forever! There are arguments, it's obvious with so much testosterone on 60 m^2, but nothing major or lasting. I was certainly worried it would be much worse. Also I got used to new places and classes very quickly, typically it would take me at least a month to fell comfortable.
The most important thing that happened by far was me going to the concert on Thursday. I went there almost against myself and I'd almost back out as my friend was sick and didn't want to go, but we went anyway and it was great decision. I had very good time and even though I didn't met new people my friend said he never saw me so relaxed and open. To be honest I didn't felt that different, but he knows me well so there must be something to it.
Things are not so good at my classes though. I fell more distant and awkward there now. It's harder for me to get along and have conversation with people there. I don't know why, I hope with time this field will get better, because I'd certainly appreciate good relations with my fellow students and it's hard to do when you feel like an intruder in most conversations.
