01-04-2011, 09:09 PM
lol spiral i feel like i just don't care about anything like im empty I know its not true i dont know how else to explain it..
but i have been in a mix sate of emotions today, some thinking of the girl i just broke up with, some feelings of being less confident, then feeling confident and eye flirting with some girls at Walmart, and then not even remotely feeling like flirting or anything.
Most of all im proud of the success i had with getting out of my comfort zone with that girl i may not be a pure ladies man but for the lack of experiences and me pushing my self to make moves and be a man were great. (I say this because i was hurt what my ex did and started feeling a bit negative about everything)
but all the knowledge i know and with the subs help i am growing to be an even more awesome person.
but i have been in a mix sate of emotions today, some thinking of the girl i just broke up with, some feelings of being less confident, then feeling confident and eye flirting with some girls at Walmart, and then not even remotely feeling like flirting or anything.
Most of all im proud of the success i had with getting out of my comfort zone with that girl i may not be a pure ladies man but for the lack of experiences and me pushing my self to make moves and be a man were great. (I say this because i was hurt what my ex did and started feeling a bit negative about everything)
but all the knowledge i know and with the subs help i am growing to be an even more awesome person.
