01-04-2011, 06:24 PM
i feel like i finally starting to see myself as an alpha male. (at least in vision) It feels like this path will lead to nothing but victory i have been searching for most of my life.
People keep telling me that i always say the right thing. No matter what i say it seems to be the right thing.
I feel a lot more disconnected to things. I tend to do whatever i feel like and just do it. I am also feeling the strain of how my life is at this current moment in time and that i can change it. Not feel like a victim to someones intent for how i should live my life.
I also seem to be using more vocabulary which confuses a lot of people because they don't know the words i use and ask me to dumb it down for them. I of course don't.
these are just tidbits i have noticed so far as i am supposed to finish stage 3 tomorrow but i have to add 2 days since i missed them from my trip. Can't wait for stage 4
People keep telling me that i always say the right thing. No matter what i say it seems to be the right thing.
I feel a lot more disconnected to things. I tend to do whatever i feel like and just do it. I am also feeling the strain of how my life is at this current moment in time and that i can change it. Not feel like a victim to someones intent for how i should live my life.
I also seem to be using more vocabulary which confuses a lot of people because they don't know the words i use and ask me to dumb it down for them. I of course don't.
these are just tidbits i have noticed so far as i am supposed to finish stage 3 tomorrow but i have to add 2 days since i missed them from my trip. Can't wait for stage 4
